insane? Just need to vent!

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I have been extremely sad today but I don't know why. It is driving me insane. I worked from home today because I wasn't feeling well. I have been feeling like I am anxious... my stomach hurts, and I feel feel WEIRD.
I was making lunch when my husband came home and he hugged me and I just started crying. He could tell I was sad, it wasn't one of my crying moments where I just cry with no emotions. He just said, "everything is going to be okay".
I have been in an okay mood, sad mood, and then depress mood. What is wrong with me?

According to my doctor my AF should have been here last Friday, so that makes me six days late, and two BFNs... Since I wasn't able to track my ovulation, I don't know how many DPOs I am, but I am sure I ovulated. Some people that take a look at my chart tells me that it shows ovulation on and my temp has been up for 11 days past ovulation which is a good sign.

My CM is driving me crazy! It has been watery and creamy non stop for about a week... it is actually gross because I can feel it and it gets on panties. Sometimes I run out of meetings because I think its my AF and then its not, its just CM!

I just needed to vent ladies! I am just having a horrible day today...