Hiya all,
Ive been lurking for a few weeks now so i thought today i would come out!!
My second son was born at 32 weeks + 4days on the 14th may, he was born via emergancy c-section due to reduced movements, The day after we found out it was due to a fetal maternal hemorrhage. He was born with a hemaglobin level of 2 and very nearly didnt make it.
After a month spent in the NICU and SCBU having 2 blood transfusions, 3 lots of vit k, 3 platelet transfusions, blood sugar problems, liver and kidney failure, and lots of other things he is now home!!
The only thing hanging over our heads is that he has some form of brain damage cause buy the lack of oxygen (lack of blood!) We are awaiting his results from the mri scan!!
Id be lying if i said i was'nt scared shitless about his future, but right now ive pushed it to the back of my mind and im carrying on regardless!!
I do feel like im totally alone in this!
I feel no one understands, like i dont want to see people i know so i dont have to answer their questions!
I resent my friends for not caring or even understanding! i feel like my whole life has been frozen turned upside down.
I hate people at the moment with their stupid little worthless worries, i want to scream and shake them!!
You get asked 'was he JUST premature!!!' and i dont even know where to answer that!
After meeting so many mums to 25-26weekers i will never take enything for granted.
Im so unbelievably lucky to have my son at home and well and most importantly alive!
He is my miracle!
Ive been lurking for a few weeks now so i thought today i would come out!!
My second son was born at 32 weeks + 4days on the 14th may, he was born via emergancy c-section due to reduced movements, The day after we found out it was due to a fetal maternal hemorrhage. He was born with a hemaglobin level of 2 and very nearly didnt make it.
After a month spent in the NICU and SCBU having 2 blood transfusions, 3 lots of vit k, 3 platelet transfusions, blood sugar problems, liver and kidney failure, and lots of other things he is now home!!
The only thing hanging over our heads is that he has some form of brain damage cause buy the lack of oxygen (lack of blood!) We are awaiting his results from the mri scan!!
Id be lying if i said i was'nt scared shitless about his future, but right now ive pushed it to the back of my mind and im carrying on regardless!!
I do feel like im totally alone in this!
I feel no one understands, like i dont want to see people i know so i dont have to answer their questions!
I resent my friends for not caring or even understanding! i feel like my whole life has been frozen turned upside down.
I hate people at the moment with their stupid little worthless worries, i want to scream and shake them!!
You get asked 'was he JUST premature!!!' and i dont even know where to answer that!
After meeting so many mums to 25-26weekers i will never take enything for granted.
Im so unbelievably lucky to have my son at home and well and most importantly alive!
He is my miracle!
xxxxxx
