So I've posted in baby club about my experience of bf, and how I don't know if I can even find it in me to try again with a second baby (we are planning to ttc in the autumn). Unless she latches perfectly and I have no pain or supply issues or blocked ducts or mastitis or engorement etc etc then I can already see myself giving up. I know it's unlikely I will not have some issues so I'm not sure I even want to try tbh, I know that sounds like a cop out but I was so traumatised and didn't bond properly with LO for the first 3months or so. I don't want to jump straight to formula though so I was thinking about exclusively expressing from the start. I did this for 6weeks last time and found it easy, convenient and painless. I only stopped because I was also trying to bf and doing some ff also and it got too much doing all 3. If I just focussed on expressing every couple of hours with a double pump and got hubby doing the feeds, cooking, cleaning where possible is it possible to build up a supply so I can keep going for longer? I know it's hard work but despite the bf cop out I do still want to give my future LO the best start.