Macmad
Happy mum of 2!
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I found out this evening that we're expecting a boy. I went for a private scan this morning but asked for them to put the gender in an envelope so I could open with my hubby over Skype as he's on the other side of the world and couldn't be at the scan.
I have really wanted another girl since I got pregnant, not actually 100% sure why but that is just the way I have felt. Well this evening I obviously found out its most definitely a boy! I can't believe how disappointed I felt. I have even cried over it! it's totally stupid, I can't even explain why I'm disappointed. I'm so pleased that he's healthy and everything is looking good but I just can't picture myself with a boy. I honestly thought it was going to be a girl, which of course is stupid as there is a 50/50 chance of it not being! I'm so annoyed with myself for feeling this way and at the moment am trying to come to terms with it. I know that I will be ok in the end but can't control or understand my feelings at the present time.
Sorry it's long but just needed to get my feelings down on paper (so to speak). Thanks for reading if you got this far
I have really wanted another girl since I got pregnant, not actually 100% sure why but that is just the way I have felt. Well this evening I obviously found out its most definitely a boy! I can't believe how disappointed I felt. I have even cried over it! it's totally stupid, I can't even explain why I'm disappointed. I'm so pleased that he's healthy and everything is looking good but I just can't picture myself with a boy. I honestly thought it was going to be a girl, which of course is stupid as there is a 50/50 chance of it not being! I'm so annoyed with myself for feeling this way and at the moment am trying to come to terms with it. I know that I will be ok in the end but can't control or understand my feelings at the present time.
Sorry it's long but just needed to get my feelings down on paper (so to speak). Thanks for reading if you got this far