its coming up to a hard time in the thomas-argent household

[Uvlollypop]

i dread this time of year so much. sept was my mmc which followed with weeks of agony after a botched d+c, in January my partners son would have been 3 years old he had a birth defect and died shortly after birth following in womb surgery to try and fix his problem at 29 weeks.
and my daughter would have been two in February since giving birth again i cnt stop thinking about her. wondering what her little face would have looked like animated. im sad i never got to hear her cry. ill never complain about faith crying because at least she has the chance to sky never even had the chance to take a breath.

sad hard times coming up

 

[Hevz]

It's awful isn't it babe? And what I've found is people think just coz you have a baby now you should move on but sometimes I get more upset as I can see everything I've missed with Rachael and Thomas, milestones, birthday's, Christmas', smiles, hugs etc



It was Thomas' 7th birthday a few days ago and I felt very "detached" but then very emotional the day after and just wanted to be alone....and felt really guilty for the way I felt both days.



I can't tell you what to expect to feel now beautiful Faith is here but be prepared for feeling a million different emotions honey

 

[x_Rainbow_x]

 

[jo_79]

 

[Alexas Mommy]

 

[maddiwatts19]

lots of for you all...xxx

 

[Omi]

Oh, sweetie ...

I cannot imagine what you're feeling..i can only empathise, you know. I hope in a small way that Faith will will lessen the pain for you as time goes by and that, although you will never forget your babies you will at least have a small piece, a small memento, if you like, of them both living on forever in Faith.

Despite it all my sweet..I wish you a very happy New Year and all my best!

Lots of love, Omi xxx

ps..love the new avatar

 

[haaza123]

Sending you lots of .
xxxx

 

[doctordeesmrs]

 

[FEDup1981]

thats so sad Molly. I hope that Faith now makes things a little bit easier to deal with xxx

 

[LeaArr]

 

[Uvlollypop]

thanks girls, guess i need to ride whats about to come and hope for the best

 

[angellica]

Thinking of you hunni.

 

[becky77]

i hope faith makes it a little more bearable for you.

 

[leeanne]

 

[Drazic<3]

God, that sounds so terrible.
Thinking of you

 

[KKSARAH]

Thinking of you hun

 

[SJK]

thinking of you xx