StarrySkies
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I haven't been able to bring myself to post
I miscarried last Thursday. Iv only just managed to pull myself together a little. Iv been a wirlwind of emotions since it happened and I just can't face it
It all started Thursday night at around 8pm. I had some cramping but thought nothing of it (I'd previously been treated for a uti a week or so before after I had expirienced some bleeding and discharge) I just thought maybe it was down to that again, that was until the spotting started, the cramps got really quite painful and the heavy bleeding followed . In my heart I knew what was happening as soon as the cramps got worse, I decided to wait it out at home.. I just couldn't face going in to hospital at this point, not knowing what was going to happen or when.. I just felt too scared and wanted to be with my OH at home.. my three Children were in bed fast asleep, I didn't want them seeing me go in to hospital either, asking questions
I won't go in to detail about what I saw that I passed..
My OH drove me to A&E in the morning (I still didn't know what to do at this point). They kept me waiting a little while and sent me to epu, it was there they examined me, did a scan and confirmed the pregnancy had ended , which I knew anyway
I still can't believe it.. Every morning I wake up and for a split second I still think I'm pregnant but then it hits me that I'm not
How long am I going to feel like this I feel so lost at the moment...
Sorry for the long post and if it doesn't make sense, I'm finding it hard at the moment to do anything, I'm so down
I miscarried last Thursday. Iv only just managed to pull myself together a little. Iv been a wirlwind of emotions since it happened and I just can't face it
It all started Thursday night at around 8pm. I had some cramping but thought nothing of it (I'd previously been treated for a uti a week or so before after I had expirienced some bleeding and discharge) I just thought maybe it was down to that again, that was until the spotting started, the cramps got really quite painful and the heavy bleeding followed . In my heart I knew what was happening as soon as the cramps got worse, I decided to wait it out at home.. I just couldn't face going in to hospital at this point, not knowing what was going to happen or when.. I just felt too scared and wanted to be with my OH at home.. my three Children were in bed fast asleep, I didn't want them seeing me go in to hospital either, asking questions
I won't go in to detail about what I saw that I passed..
My OH drove me to A&E in the morning (I still didn't know what to do at this point). They kept me waiting a little while and sent me to epu, it was there they examined me, did a scan and confirmed the pregnancy had ended , which I knew anyway
I still can't believe it.. Every morning I wake up and for a split second I still think I'm pregnant but then it hits me that I'm not
How long am I going to feel like this I feel so lost at the moment...
Sorry for the long post and if it doesn't make sense, I'm finding it hard at the moment to do anything, I'm so down