trying_4_no.3
mum of 3 beautiful girls
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Hey ladies, So ive been up all night as I just couldnt sleep, so I thought id make the most out of my time and I wrote a poem for my daughter Shanai just thought you guys might like it if I shared it with you, tell me what you think....
I remember it so clear November 17th 2005,
the day you began your fight to survive.
Mummy was in labour, lots of nurses were rushing around,
What was going on? I knew that something was going down.
Something was wrong but what it was I didnt know,
I had a feeling in my heart that it wasnt going the way it was supose to go,
At 3.50pm you were born into the world,
but you wasnt breathing you were a very poorly little girl.
5lb 8oz and 38weeks so you wasnt premature,
you should have been healthy but if you were going to make it I could tell they wasnt sure.
Atomatically I put the blame on my health,
I am your mummy so I thought the blame must be on myself.
watching you in intensive care you couldnt even breath through the holes in your nose,
You were on a ventilator and covered in wires from your head to your toes.
How this could have happened I was struggling to see,
I kept on asking why this was happening to you and to me.
Mummy wasnt even allowed to hold you in her arms,
were you really that sick my touch could do you harm?
I loved you so much nicknamed you my baby boo,
Everyday i spent by your side praying for you to pull through.
Found out you had phenomonia and syptecimia two serious things but you beat all the odds and got better real fast,
A couple weeks later mummy took you home at last!
My miracle baby girl that I named Shanai-Mummy will always love you with all of her heart,
I always have right from the start!
Let me know what you think.
I remember it so clear November 17th 2005,
the day you began your fight to survive.
Mummy was in labour, lots of nurses were rushing around,
What was going on? I knew that something was going down.
Something was wrong but what it was I didnt know,
I had a feeling in my heart that it wasnt going the way it was supose to go,
At 3.50pm you were born into the world,
but you wasnt breathing you were a very poorly little girl.
5lb 8oz and 38weeks so you wasnt premature,
you should have been healthy but if you were going to make it I could tell they wasnt sure.
Atomatically I put the blame on my health,
I am your mummy so I thought the blame must be on myself.
watching you in intensive care you couldnt even breath through the holes in your nose,
You were on a ventilator and covered in wires from your head to your toes.
How this could have happened I was struggling to see,
I kept on asking why this was happening to you and to me.
Mummy wasnt even allowed to hold you in her arms,
were you really that sick my touch could do you harm?
I loved you so much nicknamed you my baby boo,
Everyday i spent by your side praying for you to pull through.
Found out you had phenomonia and syptecimia two serious things but you beat all the odds and got better real fast,
A couple weeks later mummy took you home at last!
My miracle baby girl that I named Shanai-Mummy will always love you with all of her heart,
I always have right from the start!
Let me know what you think.
