IVF May/June/July 2015, Lets Get Ready!

[WhiteOrchid24]

I'm so sorry to hear that Tiff. Look after yourself and enjoy every moment with your DS x

 

[Wish2BMom]

i'm so sorry, tiff I'm glad DS is your source of joy right now.

great lining, betty!

 

[ttcbaby117]

So sorry ttiff! Ltttc can be so full of disappointments. It sucks.

Beneath I think congrats are in order����

Afm I am Pupo with 2 amazing embies. I also hot 3 Frosties. I'm taking it easy now.

 

[beneathmywing]

So sorry ttiff! Ltttc can be so full of disappointments. It sucks.

Beneath I think congrats are in order����

Afm I am Pupo with 2 amazing embies. I also hot 3 Frosties. I'm taking it easy now.

Waiting for beta! Im sooo nervous!


Congrats on being PUPO and for the frosties!! Yayaya

 

[Wish2BMom]

ttc - happy PUPO day to you!!! that's great that you got 3 frosties too!

BMW - OMGOMGOMGOMG!!

 

[N8ie]

Betty- wow, I'm excited for you.

Tiff- sorry to hear that. Sending hugs your way

Hope- Monday is around the corner. Wishing you all the best

Beneath- when is your beta? Congrats on being PUPO

Ttc- congrats on being PUPO

 

[WhiteOrchid24]

Beneath will you get your results today?! x

 

[beneathmywing]

Sooo beta was a 35. Feeling bummed. I asked if that was OK and my nurse said they arent concerned because with frozen transfers they do start off slow sometimes so the second number is the number that really matters so we'll see.. Next beta isnt till Tuesday.

 

[ttcbaby117]

Fxed for Tuesday beneath. All we have is hope during this very trying process. Try to hang on to the endless possibilities.

 

[WhiteOrchid24]

Try to stay positive Beneath but I understand how hard it is - this journey is nothing but 1 worry after another.... How many days were you today? I wonder why they are waiting til tuesday to do another test and not in 48 hours? Keeping my fingers tightly crossed for you

Out of interest, I was just curious - is anyone on this thread that got their BFP having more than 1 baby? I can't remember but I know quite a few transferred more than 1 embryo and just wondering if we have any twins here?! Happy Friday ladies x

 

[beneathmywing]

Try to stay positive Beneath but I understand how hard it is - this journey is nothing but 1 worry after another.... How many days were you today? I wonder why they are waiting til tuesday to do another test and not in 48 hours? Keeping my fingers tightly crossed for you

Out of interest, I was just curious - is anyone on this thread that got their BFP having more than 1 baby? I can't remember but I know quite a few transferred more than 1 embryo and just wondering if we have any twins here?! Happy Friday ladies x

I actually started spotting about an hour ago too.. I have a bad feeling this is a chemical i am trying to stay positive and relax. Im 8dp6dt today. I have to wait till Tuesday because they dont do betas on the weekend.

 

[WhiteOrchid24]

Sending hugs but still HOH for you Beneath. I spotted the day after I got my BFP on and off lightly for 3 days. I understand how you are feeling and we are here if you need to talk

 

[jsquared]

**butting in to offer a bit of hope to BMW**

My beta at 11dp5dt was 92--which means I'd have probably been close to where you are at the equivalent of 14dpo. My RE wasn't worried. I also had a FET, and I also had light spotting the night of 9dp5dt and a little the next morning. I thought it was over. I'll be 8 weeks tomorrow--baby is measuring a day ahead with a nice heartbeat.

Hang in there. You sound an awful lot like me.

 

[beneathmywing]

**butting in to offer a bit of hope to BMW**

My beta at 11dp5dt was 92--which means I'd have probably been close to where you are at the equivalent of 14dpo. My RE wasn't worried. I also had a FET, and I also had light spotting the night of 9dp5dt and a little the next morning. I thought it was over. I'll be 8 weeks tomorrow--baby is measuring a day ahead with a nice heartbeat.

Hang in there. You sound an awful lot like me.

Ahh thank you so much for that! I needed to hear this. I am soooo scared this is done, but you've given me some hope.

 

[jsquared]

You are very welcome I've got everything crossed for you! 35 is not a scary beta for 8dp6dt. You are definitely still in the game.

 

[waitingongod1]

I'll be 9 weeks tomorrow and I still spot on and off from progesterone and after ultrasounds...I hate it. But it is what it is. Baby is great though!

 

[N8ie]

Beneath- don't lose hope.

Wanting- 9 weeks already? Wow.

I'm going for the endometrial scratch on Tuesday and starting with mini IVF mid August.

 

[Hopethisyear]

Beneath - Praying that everything is ok for you!

 

[PecksTTC]

Hi ladies

Ttiff I am so sad for you.

Beneath keep hope... Maybe the story of my week will help. I am still freaking out and so scared but trying to remain positive...

Not all bleeding is "bad" according to my RE. Hard to believe and easy to say. Remember I had really heavy bleeding when I implanted around 4dp5dt and then spotted for a week after. Started spotting Brown blood again this Wednesday and tried to stay calm... Then Thursday night arrived!!!
Murphy's law I had started to calm down and be positive. In fact I got my 3+ on my digi test that morning. I was cramping a little and thought it was normal and as long as the spotting stayed brown and only when I wiped I was happy. During the day the spotting had all but stopped. I have been working crazy hours lately so decided to come home from work early and try get a decent night sleep. DH and I climbed into bed at 9pm. I had been in bed for no more than 5 minutes when I felt a gush. First I thought I had wet myself (no idea why) or excess cervical fluid the way I had before my BFP.
However by the time I walked the 5 feet from my bed to my toilet the blood was running down my leg (tmi sorry) and the amount of bright red blood that was pouring out of me was frightening. There was one small clot. Funnily enough I remained very calm and told my husband we were miscarrying. There was no way we were not. We did not go to ER as I felt there was nothing they could do. I emailed my RE he said it did not sound good but to come in for a scan as soon as I could on Friday morning. Before DH fell asleep I could see he had been crying and then in morning he had tears too. Broke my heart.
So on Friday at 8am I was there for a scan and although still bleeding it was very light. My RE said he did not to expect to see anything so soon but the lining and depending on the thickness of the lining it would indicate the viability. He also mentioned that 9 out 10 women who bleed in the first trimester are actually ok.anyway while he was chatting to me during the scan he went very still and then started laughing. He found my sac (was not expecting it for this early) and said it could not be more perfect. Perfectly round with a large haze of placenta. There was a little dot that he anticipated will be the start of the fetal pole but is definitely too soon to confirm) and at the moment it is a perfectly viable pregnancy. Then I broke down. I had accepted we had lost our LO and then to have a hope again was almost too much. I am not sure how much of this emotional roller coaster I can handle. So I think I am just going to be a bleeder my entire pregnancy. He said a lot of women bleed until 17 weeks. He did not call it this, but he explain it to something similar to SCH. I hope it this and not the start of a miscarriage although the Dr was fairly confident all would be ok.

We have been brainwashed to believe all bleeding means the end. But as of today I am still pregnant with a beautiful unexpected picture of my sac. Still petrified and scared every time I go to the toilet. Spotting a little but spotting I can deal with. The gush I don't think I could handle again.

So beneath stay positive and don't let it get the best of you the way I have. You are very early to have you beta tested so let's hope you. Have awesome rising levels next week!!


Almost forgot... Yay TTC!! 2 week wait roller coaster begins now!

 

[beneathmywing]

Hi ladies

Ttiff I am so sad for you.

Beneath keep hope... Maybe the story of my week will help. I am still freaking out and so scared but trying to remain positive...

Not all bleeding is "bad" according to my RE. Hard to believe and easy to say. Remember I had really heavy bleeding when I implanted around 4dp5dt and then spotted for a week after. Started spotting Brown blood again this Wednesday and tried to stay calm... Then Thursday night arrived!!!
Murphy's law I had started to calm down and be positive. In fact I got my 3+ on my digi test that morning. I was cramping a little and thought it was normal and as long as the spotting stayed brown and only when I wiped I was happy. During the day the spotting had all but stopped. I have been working crazy hours lately so decided to come home from work early and try get a decent night sleep. DH and I climbed into bed at 9pm. I had been in bed for no more than 5 minutes when I felt a gush. First I thought I had wet myself (no idea why) or excess cervical fluid the way I had before my BFP.
However by the time I walked the 5 feet from my bed to my toilet the blood was running down my leg (tmi sorry) and the amount of bright red blood that was pouring out of me was frightening. There was one small clot. Funnily enough I remained very calm and told my husband we were miscarrying. There was no way we were not. We did not go to ER as I felt there was nothing they could do. I emailed my RE he said it did not sound good but to come in for a scan as soon as I could on Friday morning. Before DH fell asleep I could see he had been crying and then in morning he had tears too. Broke my heart.
So on Friday at 8am I was there for a scan and although still bleeding it was very light. My RE said he did not to expect to see anything so soon but the lining and depending on the thickness of the lining it would indicate the viability. He also mentioned that 9 out 10 women who bleed in the first trimester are actually ok.anyway while he was chatting to me during the scan he went very still and then started laughing. He found my sac (was not expecting it for this early) and said it could not be more perfect. Perfectly round with a large haze of placenta. There was a little dot that he anticipated will be the start of the fetal pole but is definitely too soon to confirm) and at the moment it is a perfectly viable pregnancy. Then I broke down. I had accepted we had lost our LO and then to have a hope again was almost too much. I am not sure how much of this emotional roller coaster I can handle. So I think I am just going to be a bleeder my entire pregnancy. He said a lot of women bleed until 17 weeks. He did not call it this, but he explain it to something similar to SCH. I hope it this and not the start of a miscarriage although the Dr was fairly confident all would be ok.

We have been brainwashed to believe all bleeding means the end. But as of today I am still pregnant with a beautiful unexpected picture of my sac. Still petrified and scared every time I go to the toilet. Spotting a little but spotting I can deal with. The gush I don't think I could handle again.

So beneath stay positive and don't let it get the best of you the way I have. You are very early to have you beta tested so let's hope you. Have awesome rising levels next week!!


Almost forgot... Yay TTC!! 2 week wait roller coaster begins now!

Oh, my.. Sorry you have had to go through all this but yes it does give me hope and I hope all goes well!! So scary this can all be!!!