Hi ladies,
Thank you all so much for the support and virtual

! I am a big hugger much to my husbands dismay! so loved it!
This is going to be a long post so settle in...
Wow this TTC lark is stressfull and a rollercoaster ride! Why can men not experiance this! Would serve them right.... and what on earth did women do to deserve this?!?!?!
So yesterday after my post, in absolutely tears, I emailed my RE again. He was dismayed with all the blood and could only think the my lining was now thin and we were delaying the inevitable. He suggested I come in today to check it out and then make a call. I searched all day (to the absolutely neglect of crtical work) looking for success stories of woman who had a BFP after so much blood in the cervix etc... I found none! I cried more! Then around 4:30pm i thought stuff it and decided to take a test. There was slightest of lines and i really had to squint, tilting the stick in the correct light and angle to even see it. Did not tell DH and decided i was seeing what i wanted to.
At the last minute I decided to take another test this morning with FMU before i rushed out the door for a very early meeting. I wanted to be able to cry in the privacy of my own home when i had the BFN! Well i had I sheepishly then had to tell my DH (he is vehemently against testing early) as i needed him to confirm i was not seeing things....
Well he was furious... but he definately saw it and did not understand as we both agreed last night it was over! But a clear BFP. What the heck! DH kept asking me to look at it again. He wanted the instructions do he could check I had done it right. Searched the internet etc... he was so perplexed.
Finally we decided i might have been pregnant but now losing it and would confirm at the RE!
(P.S Picture is fuzzy as i had to jump in the car and speed off my meeting)
So went to RE for scan this afternoon and low and behold my lining is perfect (8 and not viable would be around 4). He was perplexed on why i was bleeding so much.
So i asked him if I could have my beta today (5 days early). He said absolutely no way as it is far too early at only 8dp5dt. I admitted i took a test this am. he was disappointed with me until i showed it to him. With a huge grin he said" Well then that looks like your are pregnant. I would hug you but that would be inappropriate" I was still lying pantyless on the examination bed
So he sent for my bloods.... and an hour later....

Beta at 164!
I am still in absolute shock. It does not feel real. Especially for it to be so high! And i have NO SYPMTOMS. My Breasts were soooo sore until Sunday. Now nothing. I still dont believe it.
But they have told me to continue taking my meds, keep calm, ignore what my body is doing and come back to test again on friday!
DH is cautiously happy. Me too. We are still worried and expecting the worst. Friday is a big day for me. My DH positive comment was "At least we know you can pregant. Step 1 done. Lets wait to see what happens next". We are both big thinkers so i cannot expect more.
So that was may last 24 hours! A rollercoaster!!!!