Hi everyone, I hope it's ok to join your thread. I kind of feel like I'm already apart of the group as I have followed this group since my first IVF started which was actually last October! I could never bring myself to share with others what I was going through but took great comfort in seeing so many succeed on this thread, it just seemed like enough! I am getting ready for my first FET in fact started my Vivelle patches Friday! A little background about me since I know so much about you all, My DH and I have been married 13 years and have no children. We have been trying for 7-8 years. My DH is 34 with no issues and I am 32 and was diagnosed with PCOS when I was 24 and have tried timed intercourse with charting, clomid at every dosage then switched to femara at every dose adding in dexamethasone and metformin. We then moved on to having ovarian drilling and then started over with meds and then had 3 IUI's with medication all to no avail! We were blessed to find out that my insurance does cover IVF up to 15,000 for a lifetime so we moved on to that last year where we ended up with 22 eggs (I was slightly overstimulated) 14 fertilized, we put two in and 4 didn't grow well and ended up with 8 frosties! After the dreaded two week wait ( I cheated with FRER at 5dp5dt) we received good news that we were pregnant but needed to repeat the beta because it was a little low. We repeated the beta two days later and got great news that it was more than doubling and we were on our way! My DH and I were ecstatic and I shared the news with our close families as there was no holding it in. A week later I started to spot lightly which my doctor told me was ok but to watch and then a couple days later it got a little worse so I had a repeat beta where my doctor confirmed my suspicion that I was about to miscarry because my number was a little lower. My DH and I were devastated and so we decided to wait a while before trying again. We had no idea we would take a whole year off but that's what it ended up being and I guess I just really needed the time. I'm ready know but scared so I thought I would put myself out there and really try to connect to the only people that I know have stories so similar to mine and understand the anguish that a woman goes through when her body seems to betray her. I know that is really long for that I'm sorry but am excited to be a part of the group!