I had about 8 follicles that were getting close.. They said they would do another us tomorrow and hopefully be ready to trigger tomorrow for er thursday..I am a little shocked I only had 8.. But 8 is better than none..
I think the worst part was I couldn't even look at DH, and I know he was just as hurt as me but I couldn't take myself out of my own hurt to comfort him too...awful. Blubbering, I was blubbering when I finally told him how guilty it was making me feel and I felt selfish - he was comforting me - and I could barely look at him...turned into full blown anxiety attack, gasping to breathe and all. Would have given my right leg for a Xanax!!! This emotional already - can't wait to see what all the drugs bring -![]()
Try not to feel guilty and beat yourself up. You handled it the only way you knew how to get through a difficult situation. As far as the emotions go, I had a couple of major meltdowns in the days leading up to starting stims. Once things had finally gotten started though I settled back down. I suspect a lot of what brought that on for you was the shock of the announcement combined with all of the stress/excitement leading up to finally getting started with your cycle.
Thanks for your support ladies, i keep crying on and off all day. Bitter disappointment doesnt even come close to describing this, it really is the worst possible outcome, considering with my 1st FET they only thawed one and it was DD. I had become a bit complacent in the thawing process, didnt expect to get stumped here as they were fully formed day 6 blastocysts. Well if we can come up with the $ they are going to book us on for a fresh stim cycle starting next week when AF arrives.DH is so hurt but i cant comfort him im too wrapped up in my own pain which is awful. I actually think a BFN would be better than this![]()
I had about 8 follicles that were getting close.. They said they would do another us tomorrow and hopefully be ready to trigger tomorrow for er thursday..I am a little shocked I only had 8.. But 8 is better than none..
ladies
Im so sore and Planning on going for a nap while DH cooks tea so this is a quickie
We got 16 eggs
So that's 8 for me and 8 for my lady
They also said DHs sample was excellent
Theyre phoneing me before 2 tomorrow with the fertilisation report
Hope everyone's ok![]()
Great New Princess. Yeah take it easy
I just had my scan expecting ER date to be wed/thur....BUT, I only have 2 taking off and 3 stragglers so they are pushing me 2 extra days more than last time. My lining is at a better stage than last round though which is good.
Back for another scan Wednesday with possible ER on Friday xx
Hi,
Do you mind if I join you, sorry it's so late in everyone's journeys. I have read through the whole thread and kind of get where everyone is up to.
I am on my first IVF cycle (ICSI) and on day 6 of stimming. I went today for a scan and they said I have 18 follicles. I am on menopur (2 powders), and they said to increase to 3 from today. Not totally sure why, does anyone know?
Thanks xxx
Princess. Congrats on the ER! That is great that you got 8. You are doing a wonderful thing with egg sharing.
Kristy I hope the last couple catch up.
I had another scan today. Lining is 8.1. They measured 7 follicles ranging from 8.5 to 16.7. He has me on the same dose for 2 more days. I go back Wednesday. He thinks ER will be Friday. He said the 4 that are between 14 and 16 will be good. We are hoping the 3 that are between 8 and 10 catch up by then. I thought that 16 was getting big but he seems ok with it. Yeah! Getting closer!
Hi girls!
Embryologist called, we now have 5 lovely one celled zygotes
Will do personals later![]()
Anybody have spotting close to retrieval?
Thanks for your support ladies, i keep crying on and off all day. Bitter disappointment doesnt even come close to describing this, it really is the worst possible outcome, considering with my 1st FET they only thawed one and it was DD. I had become a bit complacent in the thawing process, didnt expect to get stumped here as they were fully formed day 6 blastocysts. Well if we can come up with the $ they are going to book us on for a fresh stim cycle starting next week when AF arrives.DH is so hurt but i cant comfort him im too wrapped up in my own pain which is awful. I actually think a BFN would be better than this![]()