Jealousy....

[littlekitten8]

Is anyone else finding that they are jealous of friends, family and random strangers?! We were meant to be TTC in the summer and I'm finding it quite hard that so many people I know are getting pregnant and having babies. Its not in a malicious way cos I'm really happy for them but I keep thinking....that should have been me soon. And now it will be years until its even a possibility. And I already have fertility problems so I don't even know if I will be able to conceive if I have to wait until I am in my 30's It's all just a bit much right now and I am broody as hell which is really not helping I wish I could switch off the broodiness for now and just be content with James. I love him to pieces and am happy to have him but I am just so broody I will stop rambling now!

 

[chels24uk]

Im jealous of the fact that everyone around me seems to be getting married. Me and my ex were engaged and he was telling me to start planning etc etc then i found out a few weeks later that he had been trying to find himself somewhere else to live behind my back for the previous couple of months!
I really want to get married before im 30 but its not looking likely. Im also jealous of the happy families around me. My kids should have their dad in their lifes. I dont want HIM back, i just dont like how my life has turned out! Saying that, i do find being a single mum a lot easier than being in a relationship with the dad!
Im sure you will find the right person one day and have more children, just try not obsess about it, still plenty of time x

 

[teal]

xx

 

[billy2mm]

i did get jealous of other seemingly "happy families" and people moving on in their lives and being happy while i was having to start all over again with nothing not even friends coz my ex had chased them all away.

it will get easier and get better. as corny as this sounds all it takes is time. you will get to a place where you are happy and then you can move on with your life.

 

[littlekitten8]

Thanks guys. Most of the time I cope with it fine but just having a bad couple days I guess. Was really tired driving home from work this morning (on nights) and every song that came on made me cry lol.

 

[BeautifulD]

I know exactly how you feel.... i had a miscarriage last August and me and the father split in the September. Sometimes i feel such a gut wrenching sadness. Im sooooo broody it hurts, i have actually toyed with the idea of getting a sperm doner... being alone doesn't bother me much its the thought of not having another bubba :-\ im 33 this year so time is NOT on my side either! Sigh....

 

[littlekitten8]

I've toyed with the idea of a sperm donor too...

 

[Mumof42009]

Me and Oh was off/on for years, We split up again over a month ago then found out I was expected again which ended in an mc. I feel for you hun you will meet someone who deserves you and you will be happy

 

[littlekitten8]

Thanks girls x