July/August (Summer Sunbeams) 2012!

[apple_20]

i know that feeling. secrets are hard!

 

[kat82]

Sooooooooooo sick today, I have spent half of it with my head down the loo Looks like the hyperemisis has got me in this pregnancy too, had it bad with my DS which resulted in acute kidney failure fingers crossed It will not get to that stage again!!

I have manged to get a early scan for next tuesday..super excited & nervous X

 

[croydongirl]

Ladies I am off to the doctor in a few hours for a scan. They moved it up from the end of the week because my symptoms have faded to almost nothing and I am cramping and just feeling weird, like a period is coming. I have had lots of previous m/c's but everything seemed to be going ok with this one...until now.
I am heartbroken that it might all be over.
Praying for a miracle.

 

[buttons1]

Ladies I am off to the doctor in a few hours for a scan. They moved it up from the end of the week because my symptoms have faded to almost nothing and I am cramping and just feeling weird, like a period is coming. I have had lots of previous m/c's but everything seemed to be going ok with this one...until now.
I am heartbroken that it might all be over.
Praying for a miracle.

good luck hun lots of sticky

 

[LovingLimes]

Ladies I am off to the doctor in a few hours for a scan. They moved it up from the end of the week because my symptoms have faded to almost nothing and I am cramping and just feeling weird, like a period is coming. I have had lots of previous m/c's but everything seemed to be going ok with this one...until now.
I am heartbroken that it might all be over.
Praying for a miracle.

Good luck girl let us know!

 

[croydongirl]

I will be sure to let you know, thanks for your kind words. I will be leaving in about an hour. Feeling sick to my stomach, but pretty sure its nerves!

 

[puppycat]

Good luck hun, had my scan this morning so I know that feeling well!
You'll be fine

 

[Torz]

Ladies I am off to the doctor in a few hours for a scan. They moved it up from the end of the week because my symptoms have faded to almost nothing and I am cramping and just feeling weird, like a period is coming. I have had lots of previous m/c's but everything seemed to be going ok with this one...until now.
I am heartbroken that it might all be over.
Praying for a miracle.

FX for you love, hope its not all over & you have good news now xx

This pregnancy is feeling very different to my last one. With Alfie at this point i felt awful & could only manage to eat dairylea dippers. This time i feel great, i just keep getting pains in the top of my legs, strange. I'm glad i dont feel this time, i dont think i could cope with that & a toddler.

I'm eating like a horse too lol

 

[nicola ttc]

Ladies I am off to the doctor in a few hours for a scan. They moved it up from the end of the week because my symptoms have faded to almost nothing and I am cramping and just feeling weird, like a period is coming. I have had lots of previous m/c's but everything seemed to be going ok with this one...until now.
I am heartbroken that it might all be over.
Praying for a miracle.

Big Hope your bean is sticky and all is ok at the scan.

 

[oopsbaby]

Thinking of all the mamas experiencing cramps or bleeds at the moment and sending sticky to all of you. xxx

I know how those of you who aren't telling feel. I can't tell anyone in my family, or even any of my close friends at the moment, as I'm a recently single mummy, and this pregnancy was accidental (we were safe) with someone I was only seeing for a short time, and I found out about it 4 days after we split up. On top of this my mum is ttc over 40, with Clomid for over a year with no luck yet, so this would destroy her. I feel so evil, like I fell pregnant, accidentally, even using contraception and she just can't conceive trying her hardest, charting, taking clomid, doing everything right. It's so unfair and if I could have given my bfp to her, I would have. xxx

 

[TTCinBC]

Thinking of all the mamas experiencing cramps or bleeds at the moment and sending sticky to all of you. xxx

I know how those of you who aren't telling feel. I can't tell anyone in my family, or even any of my close friends at the moment, as I'm a recently single mummy, and this pregnancy was accidental (we were safe) with someone I was only seeing for a short time, and I found out about it 4 days after we split up. On top of this my mum is ttc over 40, with Clomid for over a year with no luck yet, so this would destroy her. I feel so evil, like I fell pregnant, accidentally, even using contraception and she just can't conceive trying her hardest, charting, taking clomid, doing everything right. It's so unfair and if I could have given my bfp to her, I would have. xxx

I'm not exactly in your situation, but the guilt. That I understand. A close cousin of my DH, they have been trying for 5 years now to get pregnant and nothing. She finally started IVF or IUI, not 100% sure which one, last month, actually, she found out the first round didn't work only a few short days before we found out we were expecting. And we havent been trying very long. So I felt a ton of guilt for that, but my DH kept telling me we can show compassion for what they are going through, but we can't feel guilty about our baby.

 

[croydongirl]

Thank you girls so much for all your kind words and support.
I am back from the scan having seen a growing bean. The heartbeat was 113 which worried me but the doctor said that she just wanted to see something over 100 for 6.5 weeks...of course I am still nervous but I am praying hard that in a week at our next scan that heartbeat will be stronger. God willing.
Now I just have to accept that how I am feeling today is what it feels like to be pregnant. And try to relax!

Hoping all you other ladies with scary symptoms can find peace, it is no fun to be scared but it is hard not to worry. Thinking of you all and praying for sticky beans for us all.

 

[LovingLimes]

That's awesome! YAY I have been checking back to see if you posted again. I heard also anything above 100 for 6 weeks is good but I just read this stuff on the internet!!

 

[FPB]

Great news about your scan! I got another beta at 5weeks 2days and it was 11,177! Which was high considering they wanted it to be about 2000! I am currently stressed out and excited all at the same time. We leave tomorrow for a disney and disney cruise with my hubby and our very active 20month old. I am NOT a good flyer and typically take ativan which I can not take since I'm pregnant. So not only am I not a great flyer I will have my very active will never sit still son on my lap for the whole 3hours!!!
I'm not going to sleep tonight so worried about it.....

 

[struth]

Morning ladies - Croydon - I saw your scan result on the PAL thread and left a comment there. So happy for you hon

As for telling people, we're holding off. Ideally we would wait until 12 weeks but I'm not sure whether we will be able to last that long. We might tell a few close friends (especially those we are spending new year's eve with!) but I would like to wait until after a positive early scan. So its just me and OH for now - our little secret!!!

 

[puppycat]

Thinking of all the mamas experiencing cramps or bleeds at the moment and sending sticky to all of you. xxx

I know how those of you who aren't telling feel. I can't tell anyone in my family, or even any of my close friends at the moment, as I'm a recently single mummy, and this pregnancy was accidental (we were safe) with someone I was only seeing for a short time, and I found out about it 4 days after we split up. On top of this my mum is ttc over 40, with Clomid for over a year with no luck yet, so this would destroy her. I feel so evil, like I fell pregnant, accidentally, even using contraception and she just can't conceive trying her hardest, charting, taking clomid, doing everything right. It's so unfair and if I could have given my bfp to her, I would have. xxx

Don't feel guilty honey. This baby was meant for you. I'm sure it'll happen for your mum when the time is right but this is your time

 

[struth]

Thinking of all the mamas experiencing cramps or bleeds at the moment and sending sticky to all of you. xxx

I know how those of you who aren't telling feel. I can't tell anyone in my family, or even any of my close friends at the moment, as I'm a recently single mummy, and this pregnancy was accidental (we were safe) with someone I was only seeing for a short time, and I found out about it 4 days after we split up. On top of this my mum is ttc over 40, with Clomid for over a year with no luck yet, so this would destroy her. I feel so evil, like I fell pregnant, accidentally, even using contraception and she just can't conceive trying her hardest, charting, taking clomid, doing everything right. It's so unfair and if I could have given my bfp to her, I would have. xxx

Don't feel guilty honey. This baby was meant for you. I'm sure it'll happen for your mum when the time is right but this is your time

I agree - I'm sure she will be happy for you. You are her baby! I can imagine it would be difficult for her but they are two separate things. Your pregnancy doesn't change the chances of her conceiving and i'm sure she'll recognise that.

 

[nicola ttc]

Thinking of all the mamas experiencing cramps or bleeds at the moment and sending sticky to all of you. xxx

I know how those of you who aren't telling feel. I can't tell anyone in my family, or even any of my close friends at the moment, as I'm a recently single mummy, and this pregnancy was accidental (we were safe) with someone I was only seeing for a short time, and I found out about it 4 days after we split up. On top of this my mum is ttc over 40, with Clomid for over a year with no luck yet, so this would destroy her. I feel so evil, like I fell pregnant, accidentally, even using contraception and she just can't conceive trying her hardest, charting, taking clomid, doing everything right. It's so unfair and if I could have given my bfp to her, I would have. xxx

I'm sure your mum will be able to be happy for you hun. Don't feel guilty, this baby was meant for you. Sounds like you have quite a bit to deal with at the moment anyway so don't be too hard on yourself. Although, yes, your mum may feel sad it isn't her yet but you're her child and i'm certain she won't want you feeling bad.

 

[sapphire20]

I'm due august 7th for now, scan booked for jan 24th :d x

 

[mommy2be1003]

Anyone have any advice while flying? I live in newyork and I'm flying Christmas day to Arizona to visit dh's mom... I'm scared il have ms on the plane and barf on someone lol I mean I don't have too much now I'm just nearing 7 weeks, but if I don't eat I feel really nausous..