July/August (Summer Sunbeams) 2012!

[kissesandhugs]

One of my favorite shows

 

[kissesandhugs]

Oooo I'm a sweet pea today

 

[pinklollipop]

I had my ultrasound yesterday and got to see the the flicker of the baby's heartbeat, soo cool!The dr. said the heart just formed so it was very small, but he got the heartbeat at 97 and said it goes up from that about ususally 3 beats a day. They didn't see anything at my last u/s a week ago, so I feel very greatfull!

 

[pinklollipop]

Oh yeah, my due date changed to Aug. 9th, Puppycat can you change it for me, thanks!

 

[kissesandhugs]

I had my ultrasound yesterday and got to see the the flicker of the baby's heartbeat, soo cool!The dr. said the heart just formed so it was very small, but he got the heartbeat at 97 and said it goes up from that about ususally 3 beats a day. They didn't see anything at my last u/s a week ago, so I feel very greatfull!

So exciting Do you get to see the heartbeat when you get your u/s? I have one on Monday and I'm hoping to be able to hear the heartbeat too.

 

[struth]

Great news Pink!!!

 

[puppycat]

Oh yeah, my due date changed to Aug. 9th, Puppycat can you change it for me, thanks!

done - fab news hun xx

 

[pinklollipop]

I had my ultrasound yesterday and got to see the the flicker of the baby's heartbeat, soo cool!The dr. said the heart just formed so it was very small, but he got the heartbeat at 97 and said it goes up from that about ususally 3 beats a day. They didn't see anything at my last u/s a week ago, so I feel very greatfull!

So exciting Do you get to see the heartbeat when you get your u/s? I have one on Monday and I'm hoping to be able to hear the heartbeat too.

Yes, I did see the heartbeat flickering! It was done in my dr.'s office and he explained everything as he was doing the ultrasound, so I didn't have to go through a tech and get the results later. I wasn't able to hear the heartbeat and was told since my uterus is tipped I probally won't be able to hear it until my next app. at 11 weeks. I was only 5w6d, so since you will be a little further along maybe you will be able to see it better. I hope you get great news at yours on Monday!

 

[kissesandhugs]

I had my ultrasound yesterday and got to see the the flicker of the baby's heartbeat, soo cool!The dr. said the heart just formed so it was very small, but he got the heartbeat at 97 and said it goes up from that about ususally 3 beats a day. They didn't see anything at my last u/s a week ago, so I feel very greatfull!

So exciting Do you get to see the heartbeat when you get your u/s? I have one on Monday and I'm hoping to be able to hear the heartbeat too.

Yes, I did see the heartbeat flickering! It was done in my dr.'s office and he explained everything as he was doing the ultrasound, so I didn't have to go through a tech and get the results later. I wasn't able to hear the heartbeat and was told since my uterus is tipped I probally won't be able to hear it until my next app. at 11 weeks. I was only 5w6d, so since you will be a little further along maybe you will be able to see it better. I hope you get great news at yours on Monday!

Oops I did mean hear lol. Ugh my dr irritates me bc I have to have a whole seperate appt for an ultrasound where another dr in the same building does the u/s at his office right then and there! I would totally switch if it wasn't a hassle thank you for the info and well wishes!!!

 

[oopsbaby]

girlinyork I am terrified my hormones are going to give me away at Christmas with the family. I am crying at literally EVERYTHING and I'm really NOT a crier... Uggghhhh. Hiding things is hard.xx
Pinklollipop I'm so glad you saw the little heart beating away in there best news ever!!xx

I'm feeling crappy tonight FOB hasn't been in touch recenty and doesn't seem to be speaking to me. He got back with his ex when he dumped me, and she is pregnant with his child too!!! She is due to give birth in January, I knew she was pregnant when we got together but understood it was over between them, so... Anyway to cut a long story short I thought I'd "dealt" with my feelings about him, but evidently I haven't. Keep bursting into tears and having random attacks of insane anger wanting to smash his face in. It's not because I'm jealous, if it was jealousy, I'd have told her he got me pregnant, while she is carrying his child (accident or not), it's just infuriating and hurts that he just walked away and straight back into his life where he left off, wedding back on and baby on the way... And my life is changed forever. Don't get me wrong, I love the baby, in SPITE of its father being a pr**k but, I feel a little sad, like I'm going to look at my beautiful child every day and be reminded of the terrible mistake I made in ever falling for that JERK sorry to moan ladies, I literally have NO ONE else I can talk to about this. xx

 

[struth]

Awww oops - I'm sorry to hear about your situation. I can imagine that you are feeling very alone what with the situation with FOB and your Mum. Feel free to rant on here - we're all here to support one another Do you think he will come round and at least want to be involved in the pregnancy at some point?

 

[croydongirl]

Just catching up with all the updates, this is a fast moving thread!
Great scan news what a relief to see a flicker of a heartbeat. It is just amazing to me how fast these little beans are growing in there!

Sorry some of you are still feeling sicky, hoping you can rest today and let your body tell you what it needs to feel better. I know its not always possible to just stop your life to take a nap but when possible I hope you can take some time and help yourselves feel better.

Feeling ok today, a little cramping and backache but I am hoping its nothing to worry about and that little sweet pea is just settling in there.

oops sorry to hear you don't have his support. Can you talk to your family about it, its such a tough thing to go through allone, not ust pregnancy but processing the sadness of a relationship ending. Even if he was a jerk, it doesn't men your heart isn't hurting. Thinking of you x

 

[struth]

Croydon - you're no longer a sweetpea! You're a blueberry!!

 

[kissesandhugs]

Croydon - you're no longer a sweetpea! You're a blueberry!!

I was just going to say that!

 

[puppycat]

IT amazes me how quickly these babies grow!

Oops - Sorry you're in that situation. It sounds like he really took advantage and you're better off without. I know it hurts but he left you the most amazing gift

 

[kissesandhugs]

Oops I so wish I had some advice for you!! He sounds like a real D*CK!!!! But Puppycat is right you are SOOO much better off without him & now you'll have a beauuutiful baby. You WIN!!

 

[oopsbaby]

Thanks Struth, he always said no matter what happened between us he would be there for the baby and if I needed anything, but then stopped contact without warning and isn't replying to any of my messages. I know his ex/new mrs hasn't given birth as I'm friends with both of them on FB and she had been updating her status he can find time to comment on her statuses, even though he is probably in constant contact with her, but can't even send me one little message, even just to let me know why he hasn't been in touch. I hope he will be in touch again soon, cos as much as I don't like him much right now, this is his baby too and he needs to man up and be a dad to BOTH the children not just hers!!!xxx

Croydongirl it's complicated with my family, as I said in a previous post you might have missed, I can't tell my family about the pregnancy right now. My mum is desperately trying to conceive with clomid, she had a mc last year, she is so desperate for one more baby, she has become a poasaholic and, I've fallen pregnant accidentally (whilst using contraception) to a guy I was only with for a short while. She would be disappointed in me, but most of all I know she would be gutted. As other girls have said she's my mum and she'll always love me, but I just can't bring myself to hurt her by telling her yet so keeping it quiet for as long as possible. She knows me and this guy had a thing, and it's over and I'm angry/hurt about it, she just doesn't know why I'm SO angry and hurt. Thanks for your advice anyway hun, least I have you girls to talk to. You're all stars xx

 

[oopsbaby]

THANK YOU puppycat and kissesandhugs you're both absolutely right!! He totally used me and I didn't realise until it was too late that he was only really after one thing, and was just telling me what I wanted to hear to keep me coming back. I guess hormones sometimes make it hard to see things from different perspectives, and I'm so with you that, whatever he decides, I am going to have a little miracle to love and cherish, and he or she is going to have two big brothers that will love him/her to bits too!! Lucky baby, lucky me and my lucky boys xxx

 

[struth]

oops

 

[oopsbaby]

Thanks so much Struth I really needed those hugs xx