I'm so emotional, I miss my husband and my child, my job is only seasonal but I don't think I can last a few more months. My husband wants me to wait until after Christmas but I really don't think I can. It's been really hard before this baby but now it's like I literally can't handle it. I work in a call center and between calls all I can think of is how much I want to be home with my son more. Even if all I do all day is change a poopy diaper and feed a little tummy.
I've always wanted to be a stay at home mom to little boys and I feel like I'm missing my chance right now. He is the most well behaved toddler and I want to experience that, I just miss being home with me sweet full time, not just breakfast dinner and bed, I have his whole school career for that. I also feel like his time as my one and only is coming to an end and I want to spend as much time with him as possible before I have a newborn distraction..I'm just so emotional about everything..My last pregnancy I had my husband because he had just lost his job and this pregnancy we are spending most of everyday away from each other and I just want our little family together all the time, even though I know that's unrealistic. Sorry to ramble, I just felt like I needed to get it out