Chelsea, sorry to hear that but it's good that they've spotted it! I know it's not a huge issue when it's diagnosed and that means they can get the baby out nice and safely
and plus, it may resolve itself. I can so sympathise that it's crap to be diagnosed with something though
but the good thing is they've clocked it and everything will be fine because of that!
I had my first consultant apt today and feel like I want to cry a bit and over nothing much in particular. It was red hot in there, we couldn't find a parking spot, and then I got in there and there was a woman shouting about how the doctor kept fobbing her off and how she wanted a section - long story short I ended up waiting 40 minutes to be seen. By the time they took my BP it was "borderline" (140/80) and my consultant told me she didn't like the look of it. Which is lovely to hear when you're someone that suffers with anxiety! She said it was probably fine but to be cautious (because it's twins) she wants me to have a weekly BP check with my midwife every week. She also has booked me in for a scan to check the blood flow to the twins (which is standard but still made me feel a bit nervous) and also said that she wanted me to go right then to have a full blood count to check my blood pressure isn't affecting anything. So me and my little boy went all the way up to the phlebotomy dept, got lost, could see nothing but old people in dressing gowns (I have a hospital phobia and just wanted to get out.) Eventually found the place, went to take a ticket but the machine wouldn't work. Suddenly a nurse said so rudely to me "can I help you?" I said "I've been sent up by the doctor for a blood test. Your ticket machine wouldn't give a ticket..." She said "well that's because we are closed!" I said "oh, well I'm not sure what to do... I've been told I need to have it done today." She said "Ok, just wait there." Totally stroppy. She ended up taking my BP and then told me I had to take my own blood tube bottles to the blood bank myself. I had to go down another load of corridors, the whole time dragging my little boy down smelly hospital corridors (I really do despise hospitals) until I found it.
We then got stuck in standstill traffic on the way home and didn't leave until half 5. My apt was only meant to be a check up at half past 3.
I just feel like crying. I hate hospitals and said to myself I didn't want to be up and down the hospital this time around when I first got pregnant. Now I'm not even 20 weeks and have to be seen every week for my blood pressure and even have been told I have to start taking aspirin. I knew my BP would be high. I was hot and stressed out and it always goes up when I go into a hospital because I hate them so much. I have a monitor at home that I use and the midwife always asks for my measurements as she knows what I'm like. My BP is always perfect at home (107/70 this morning.)
I just suddenly feel really nervous and scared. Our life is so lovely and cosy and now I'm panicking I'm going to be in and out of hospital with these twins away from my little boy
Probably mummy hormones but I just can't wait to get in bed and have a good cry tonight!