Just a bit of a rant/whine.....

I am depressed I have to go back to work tomorrow I've been a full time student for 2 years now, so not working.... I've had a month off, and haven't found a job for what I went to school for (dental hygienist) so I have to go back to work as a nurses assistant. I'm just tired of being a CNA - I had to work as one with my last pregnancy, and it was hell... lifting people, cleaning up messes that I can barely stomach while pregnant, feeding them the food that makes me nauseas.... don't get me wrong I love my residents and have no disrespect towards them, just frustrated I have to go back... wish I didn't, but we are struggling financially and really need some extra $ .... sorry this was kind of a pointless thread but I'm just dreading it, it's all I can think about.... gah.