Just a little vent!

[mom2pne]

I had losses in April 1992, April 2008, March 2011, July 2013, and July 2015 and my husband got a vasectomy in November 2015 and I really wish he hadn't! I kind of resent him for it. I so long for one last rainbow and seeing my nephew (who was due at the end of April and I was due at the beginning) basically being neglected by his parents makes me so angry. They also had one of my nieces who turned 1 only 2 days after my nephew was born. Any way they put them in day care or have my in laws watch them so they can work 12+ hours a day 7 days a week and when they are sick its my in laws who pick them up from day care or stay home with them. And here I am, a mom who has always put my kids first wondering how God could take my babies away that I would love and appreciate, but gives these 2 ungrateful, selfish people 2 babies inside of 12 months. It isn't fair and now I have no chance of having another because now my husband says he doesn't want to get a reversal or do IVF.

I'm sorry to vent like this! I am just so angry and my husband doesn't understand how I feel!