I'm such a positive person. Don't get me wrong, I have my down days, but never ever about being a single mum.
I woke up this morning grumpy. I couldn't put my finger on why.
I left my flat thinking "I'm the only one out of my block of 6 flats that slept alone last night". Where that thought came from I have no idea, and didn't really think anymore of it.
I dropped LO off with FOB, came home and had some "me" time, and picked him up 2 hours later. We had lunch at home, and then I took a trip into town to the Chilli Festival.
Where it hit me.
I couldn't stop looking at couples feeling jealous and envious.
I never ever feel like this. I'm so adamant I don't want or need a man. I'm the happiest I've ever been, and never thought in a million years I would enjoy independence and be able to actually survive bringing up a baby and living on my own.
I guess weekends are always a little lonely. All my friends are married with families of there own, and I rarely tag along on their family outings.
Think I need to start a new day.
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I woke up this morning grumpy. I couldn't put my finger on why.
I left my flat thinking "I'm the only one out of my block of 6 flats that slept alone last night". Where that thought came from I have no idea, and didn't really think anymore of it.
I dropped LO off with FOB, came home and had some "me" time, and picked him up 2 hours later. We had lunch at home, and then I took a trip into town to the Chilli Festival.
Where it hit me.
I couldn't stop looking at couples feeling jealous and envious.
I never ever feel like this. I'm so adamant I don't want or need a man. I'm the happiest I've ever been, and never thought in a million years I would enjoy independence and be able to actually survive bringing up a baby and living on my own.
I guess weekends are always a little lonely. All my friends are married with families of there own, and I rarely tag along on their family outings.
Think I need to start a new day.
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