Just found out yesterday- Im having a hard time

[KrystalBrown]

Hey everyone.. My name is and I am 20years old. I just found out i am pregnant yesterday .. Its been a tough few days as we were not ttc...
I told my boyfriend that I might be pregnant cuz i got a faint positive on an hpt. But i went and got a blood test to confirm. He wanted my to get rid of the baby but i am takin responsibilty as we should have been more careful and used protection. My boyfriend came over lastnight and I guess he left my house at about 5am. I thought that was werid and i checked my facebook this morning and there was a message with the title: Bye Bye Krystal
This is what the message said:
I am sorry, but I cant take it.
I wish you the best in your whole life, I wanted to live our life together, but I could not filled the gap between you and me. and in the end we are stuck. I apologize for all of the bad things that I ve done to you.
I believe one day you ll understand me.

Peace...
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By no means is he a bad guy but he is muslim and his parents and friend would disown him if he had a child before marriage which we were plannin on getting married but this baby happened first.
I cant help but hate him for the desicion he has made because now i feel so alone. I just want to meet some new people. Thanks for listening

 

[nataliecn]

Welcome to BnB.
Great support systems here! Hope you have a good one at home as well!

 

[Char&Bump-x]

Sorry to hear things arent perfect, but you can always count on B&B for support

 

[Chris77]

Hi Welcome to BnB!

 

[dreams]

Maybe he'll come around in time, its all a bit of a shock for both of you right now. Anyway hi and welcome x

 

[Kiree]

Hi hun and welcome. Sorry you're having a hard time.. good luck x

 

[Lemacy]

I'm so sorry to hear your situation. Hang in there! I'm glad you found BnB. Please come back often for support!

 

[princess_bump]

am sorry to his this, welcome

 

[Nikkinoonoo]

Hiya, welcome to BnB

So sorry you're having a tough time

 

[mandy81]

:wave: Welcome to BnB hun.xx

Sorry your having such a hard time.

 

[maddiwatts19]

:wave: sorry to hear your having a tough start to your pregnancy x

 

[~KACI~]

Sorry to hear about your situation, have you told anyone yet, maybe a friend could help just by listening and giving a hug. Welcome to bnb x

 

[KrystalBrown]

Thanks everybody for the support!

 

[KrystalBrown]

Maybe he'll come around in time, its all a bit of a shock for both of you right now. Anyway hi and welcome x

I dont think he will Because it is his religion that is holding him back and he puts

But thanks

 

[hapimami]

Hi Krystal,
Welcome and feel at home here with all the support. Its a hard thing to fight religion in a relationship. Better to end it sooner than get hurt in the process. I admire your courage and just hang on there and you will do just fine. There are many moms there that have been in your situation and some worse so if they can make it, you also can. Saying goodbye in an email is not good for a guy that he cant face and talk to you to say goodbye? Well good that you leave him. Been there and at the start it is hard to move on but in time... it will get better.

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