Skywalker
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I feel like I could cry, but I'm needing to stay level-headed because I work full time. I co-own a business with my OH and we're thinking about branching off into a second part of the business which will actually be easier for me since it is more in line with what I am used to doing and like doing professionally anyway, but with events and work I am just soooooooo drained. One of my friends who meant well last night was so shocked that she almost seemed really upset with me that I hadn't found a midwife yet, but this is all so new to me and I honestly didn't know that I needed both a doctor and a midwife until my last visit this past week... I'd heard that you were supposed to have a midwife but I didn't know how important it was and that you needed both. I finally found one today after hunting around online and texting all these different ladies. Thank GOD. But I just feel like there are sooooooooooooooooooooo many things on my plate and growing! My friend was going to fly down here to come help work at my business and I originally agreed to help pay for air fare but that was a) before I was pregnant and b) before plane tickets went up by about $1,000 (they were already almost two grand) and now she's going to be really disappointed that I can't, I'm disappointed in myself that I'm not doing dishes, my friend told me not to give in to sleep and be active for as long as possible... and I have a meeting tonight with some people who want us to enter our business in a contest basically to win a business award but it takes A LOT of time and hard work and I don't even feel up to this MEETING tonight after work. My OH doesn't really understand the tiredness thing and thinks I'm making it into more than it is and I know I've posted about this sort of thing before but it just keeps compounding and compounding until I feel like there are twenty million things over my head that I need to do that I don't have energy for and not many people around who understand. I just feel so overwhelmed! I feel totally incapable of doing everything I'm trying to do but unable to lessen my work load AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH! I would give anything to have my friends here at least so I could beg one of them to come over and help me clean for a little bit. I don't have the funds necessary to hire someone really