Just struggling...

[krissie328]

My due date for my first miscarriage was 10/17. As it gets closer I am just so so terribly sad about everything. I thought for sure I would be happily pregnant by now. But here I am still trying.

Not much point in this post just struggling right now. I am sure it doesn't help that af is here so it just feels even worse.

 

[MissYogi]

I'm sorry you are feeling this way, it really isn't fair to have to go through miscarriage. I am not anywhere near my predicted due date but am already dreading it, it just feels so unfair and horrible that good people have to go through such pain. Have you thought of doing something special on that day?

 

[krissie328]

Thanks for replying. I have been thinking of taking the day off for myself. I haven't decided if I want to do anything.

 

[MissYogi]

That's a good idea. Taking a day for yourself, even if it's just to take yourself for a walk or do something relaxing could be really good for you. When I talked to my principal about my miscarriage he was really supportive and asked if there was anything he could do to help and I responded "just go ahead and book me a sub for May 8th, because I won't be coming to work". He laughed at how far off that is but he agreed that it is very understandable to take at least that day off. I think I'll take myself (and maybe DH if he can get the day off) on a drive out to the mountains and take myself on a bit of a hike.

 

[krissie328]

That sounds like a really nice idea. sorry for your loss. It really is cruel.

 

[Starlight288]

Just wanted to stop and say I know how you feel. My due date would of been this Friday. Now I'm watching all the people who had October dates with me have their babies. It's tough, but you do what you need to-cry, scream whatever you need to do. Then you pick yourself up and keep trying. Your time will come.

 

[bke]

I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my baby boy few weeks ago at 22 weeks and can imagine how hard this will be. I am praying so much I will get pregnant soon as my arms and heart feel empty and aching. I think it is important to let yourself grieve and take time off it you need.

Just wanted to send hugs.

 

[krissie328]

Thank you bke. I am so sorry for your loss. I hope your journey is a short one.

 

[Laurenmomma]

I know how you feel, the people who were pregnant with me are now goin on maternity leave and I'm only just getting normal periods. Iv broke down a few times today in work when another woman was talking about her 20week scan ��

 

[krissie328]

I know how you feel, the people who were pregnant with me are now goin on maternity leave and I'm only just getting normal periods. Iv broke down a few times today in work when another woman was talking about her 20week scan ��

It's so so hard. Today would have been my induction so it's been rough.