At about 5 weeks I noticed I didn't have the breast tenderness and nausea like I had previously. A few days later I started spotting and then started what seemed like a period but with painful cramps and clots. I had been in contact with my midwife and had an ultrasound at 5w6d which showed a possible gestation sac (4mm), yolk sac and subchorionic hemorrhage and they said they would expect to see more at this point. My hcg was 2100 the day I had the US, 2 days later it was 2950.
Today at 6w2d, the hcg is 3215 so only increased by 9% in 2 days. The midwives are saying its unlikely to be a viable pregnancy but said they can't be certain it's a miscarriage until blood levels and US next week. I wish this was over so we could try again. I contemplated asking for something to speed the process along but didn't.
I'm frustrated, angry and sad. I had an unexpected death in my family a month ago and was overjoyed at the pregnancy. I now see why people stop believing in god and become bitter at their lives.
If anyone has been through something similar, please let me know. This is so hard.
Today at 6w2d, the hcg is 3215 so only increased by 9% in 2 days. The midwives are saying its unlikely to be a viable pregnancy but said they can't be certain it's a miscarriage until blood levels and US next week. I wish this was over so we could try again. I contemplated asking for something to speed the process along but didn't.
I'm frustrated, angry and sad. I had an unexpected death in my family a month ago and was overjoyed at the pregnancy. I now see why people stop believing in god and become bitter at their lives.
If anyone has been through something similar, please let me know. This is so hard.
