Whiteandblack
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Hello all!
It's been a while since I've posted here! But I'm feeling extremely anxious (I have an anxiety disorder that likes to try and make me pretty miserable whenever possible!) this morning.
So, I have a one year old that took us 18 months of trying for. Though granted, most of it was NTNP and we didn't take as good care of ourselves as possible back then! PG was healthy, normal, and so was delivery! Everything was smooth.
Anyway, he is now almost 14 months old and we've been trying for our 2nd since I got AF back in May, figuring "this might take a while, might as well start now." Well, AF was 2 days late on Sat and I decided to test, and got a faint BFP! :happy dance:
But now, of course, as an anxious, overwrought, POAS addict, I have been testing every morning since Saturday (so only 3 days now) and the lines aren't getting darker?
I KNOW. I'm being silly, and the lines on tests don't necessarily determine whether a PG is viable, but I just NEED some reassurance. I'm driving my partner and myself nuts. This is supposed to be such a happy time, but I can't seem to let go of the fear of something going wrong.
Last AF was Aug 9, so by my math I'll be 5 weeks tomorrow (so yeah, still super early too! )
The tests go from top to bottom, Saturday, yesterday, and this AM, fmu for yesterday's and today's.
https://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k91/Ameh_Hughes/IMG_7936_zpsyr3pijwz.jpg
It's been a while since I've posted here! But I'm feeling extremely anxious (I have an anxiety disorder that likes to try and make me pretty miserable whenever possible!) this morning.
So, I have a one year old that took us 18 months of trying for. Though granted, most of it was NTNP and we didn't take as good care of ourselves as possible back then! PG was healthy, normal, and so was delivery! Everything was smooth.
Anyway, he is now almost 14 months old and we've been trying for our 2nd since I got AF back in May, figuring "this might take a while, might as well start now." Well, AF was 2 days late on Sat and I decided to test, and got a faint BFP! :happy dance:
But now, of course, as an anxious, overwrought, POAS addict, I have been testing every morning since Saturday (so only 3 days now) and the lines aren't getting darker?
I KNOW. I'm being silly, and the lines on tests don't necessarily determine whether a PG is viable, but I just NEED some reassurance. I'm driving my partner and myself nuts. This is supposed to be such a happy time, but I can't seem to let go of the fear of something going wrong.
Last AF was Aug 9, so by my math I'll be 5 weeks tomorrow (so yeah, still super early too! )
The tests go from top to bottom, Saturday, yesterday, and this AM, fmu for yesterday's and today's.
https://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k91/Ameh_Hughes/IMG_7936_zpsyr3pijwz.jpg