Lonely

[Wishfull]

I know i keep coming on here every other day to leave post.
But i really dont have anyone or anywhere else to go to talk or just to moan about it all. As im not with my partner anymore an most of my best friends have there own life an live far away.
I hate how im feeling right now sad, angrey, lost, lonely, tired.
All i want or all i seem to have energy for is lying in bed.
I am really struggling to get through every day. I might even say that even though im crying every now an then during the day. But that it hasnt really sunk in. Its been 2 weeks since i found out my baby had stopped growing an then 2 days later the miscarraige all in a matter of days. I keep having these dreams alomost nightmares id say cause i dont want to wake up i want to stay asleep an be with my baby. I try to keep it in an try an carry on as normal as i can. But then i burst out crying in the most awful of places. In town or in the supermarket. Or just walking along the street. I just dont know when it will get easier?
My poor little angel. I want my baby back. Al those sweet sweet dreams for the future. Its just all so not fair. Its really not on any of us.

Does anyone feel like that or had felt like that any advice or comments would be great?

Also thank you for reading this

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[JASMAK]

I'm sorry you are hurting so badly right now. Two weeks isn't very long since your baby died, and I think it is to be expected that your emotions are so raw right now. You are right, it isn't fair. I do feel that way too. It's not fair. When does it get easier? I don't know. I think that I cope better now. Time makes coping easier as my brain processes it all. If I think about it, I hurt and cry and feel angry. It has only been a month for me, but I do feel alot better than two weeks ago. I come here lots too. Everyday, sometimes several times a day. Just take it one day at a time.

 

[ladynice]

I am so sorry for your loss I know it can't be easy and you must feel so sad But give yourself time. Love Lee

 

[Flossie03]

I'm so sorry for your loss It's been a couple of weeks for me too and everything still feels very raw, I come on here every day too and it does help, I'm sure things will get better but you need to give yourself time and allow yourself to feel this way xx

 

[tillymum]

I felt like this too after my 1st mc. I was on my own to an extent to at the time due to moving to a new country and family circumstances and I found it very hard and felt like I didn't deal with with t too well.
It does get easier as the weeks go by, and this forum really helped me through and helped me know that what I was going through was normal.
Feel free to PM me.
Sending you another

 

[cleckner04]

This forum has helped me alot as well. Just as long as I stay away from the baby bump sections as that always makes me burst into tears. Or girls showing pictures of scans. It's hard to be happy for them when I'm so miserable. It does get better though. Give it some time. PM if you need to talk.

 

[dizzy65]

 

[Rumpskin]

Oh darling, you sound so down. I am just going through another miscarriage and know what a lonely experience it can be - you and your thoughts only.

The ladies on B&B are amazing, they listen when you want to talk and give great advice.

I have found this site to be of great benefit.

Believe me, things will pick up for you xxx

 

[Lazy Leo]

Darling, when I had mine people told me it would get better and I didn't really believe it because I didn't think my world would ever be the same, but I clung to the hope that if other people survived then I would too. And I did. I cried more tears than i thought it possible for one person to cry. I sobbed and sobbed. I wanted the world to stop turning. My m/c took 5 weeks to complete and it wasn't until after that I started to feel better. I had a massive wobble when I should have been 12 weeks but I have been fine since then. I expect to be a bit down when I would have been due, but that's the way I am. I'm sad on my grandmother's anniversary too.

Don't force it, cry all you need to and do what you need to do to grieve.

 

[Waiting2bMommy]

 

[Visqueen]

Im so sorry I understand how your feeling, it will start to get easier in time.

Take care we are all here to support you.

 

[xclairex]

oh honey i am so sorry i no how u feel if u ever need a chat then we are all always here dont do it alone xxx

 

[tillymum]

Thinking of you again, hope you are doing ok, just sending you another big hug

 

[honeybunch2k7]

I feel lonely,too. Sometimes I just want to stay in bed and waste away. Usually I can cope, but I still have rough days even months later.

 

[princess_t]

Sorry for your loss on i misscarried the other day. and im just so sad.

 

[colsy]

I don't know what else to say, except that I think it does get easier. I also know a little bit how you feel, not being sure who to talk to. I was lucky that I at least had my partner with me, but none of my friends or family knew about the pg, let alone the m/c, and that can be really hard.

Don't beat yourself up about crying. It's totally natural. Of course you want to cry. Just cry all you need, and one day, I promise you, you will start to feel a little bit better.

 

[lionheartnz]

Just dropping by to send you lots of and warm fuzzy kind of thoughts

Hope tomorrow is a little easier than today