Long term TTC buddy wanted!!~UPDATED~Most of us did it!! ~

[wanabe22]

aww thanxu. glad ur both ok. im alittle worried...saw doctor 2day and she referref to gyno as last night and 2day i have been having sharp pain in my right..feels like my tube..the gyno did a urine test and has booked me in for ascan at 8.20am tomorow.he said about an ectopic or acyst..i burst out crying..still crying on and off now. DH is away for afew days and iv gota go to this 2morow. they said they will do some blood tests and should be able to tell on scan if an ectopic or not.im in amess..i keep getting these pains and my back and all over is killing me ..im praying for my little bubs xx

 

[sparkle83]

*fingers crossed*

 

[obe]

Or no hun, I really hope everything is ok. Good luck for tomorrow, will be keeping my FX and thinking of you xx

 

[grneyednurse]

I hope everything is ok! Prayers sent your way!

 

[wanabe22]

hiya all. how is everyone? havnt heard from cazd for awhile?...hope alls ok hun x
well had ascan and internal scan and showed no cysts and was to early to see if sac is in the right place yet or not. i had my blood taken and will again on saturday..with the results they should be able to tell if all is ok as apparently your pregnancy hormone is meant to be doubling every couple of days and they will see what my numbers are like..FX. if they are dropping or just getting alittle higher then something is wrong.they are going to ring me on monday and by then should have results and will call me in before xmas day..thanxgod.they have booked me in for a 6week scan on 29th dec..which by then they will definatly see is bubs is growing in right place and no other probs. the pain is settling so far and no sign of bleeding...all i can do is pray all is ok.. xx

 

[obe]

I hope all is ok Wanabe! No I havnt heard from caz, where is she.......?
xx

 

[grneyednurse]

I am glad all is well.....sometimes wannabe2 the cramping and such can be painful yet normal and pulling, AF feeling, cramping esp in the right side (nerves and your round ligament) for some reason...I wouldn't get too worked up just yet (unless severe) and good you will have the results Mon....I still am so excited you managed your BFP before any treatment-this has been a trend on here lately!

 

[obe]

Well I chased the hospital again today, or at least I got my OH to do it! I thought they would be sick of hearing from me! We are seeing the nurse on the 15th Jan and I cant bloody wait!!! So im hoping we will know when we can start ICSI.
Cant believe its xmas next week! Its snowing here, im hoping it stops soon as we are having a night out tonight (70s love train) and im so going to freeze!
How is everyone doing then?
xx

 

[wanabe22]

thanxu gals..yeah apparently so..i guess im petrified ..first pregnancy and all that.i have wanted this miracle for so long now and im here and im loving it dont get me wrong but im very scared ..i guess just all normal feelings again ah! im thinking positive.got me blood test in morning.
obe thats fab news..gets the ball rolling ah! grneyednurse..any news on ur appointment hun?
im so gona see u gals in 1st tri so soon.i need you all..i havnt even posted there yet...i just feel at home here xx

 

[cazd]

Heya - thanks for thinking about me. I've just been having a bit of a downer - the was particularly cruel and I guess now we know that oH is rubbish and IUI isn't gonna be for about 6 months - we're a bit in limbo and its all a bit pants.

But... s'not pants for you wanabe!!! OH lord - my heart sank when I saw ectopic!
but those sticks are still working - actually - its nice to see that those superdrug ones can show a second line!

Nurse... what's happened to your tickers? Is everything OK?

 

[grneyednurse]

My tickers went down because I fell into a hole of sorts that I have just dug myself out of. It was because I have appointments all lined up for IVF but absolutely no funds...a lot of ideas to procure them haven't panned out. I have signed up for as much overtime as possible, but so far been cancelled due to an overage of nurses or shall I say underage of patients because of Americas economy! I am trying as many things as I can to get the money...need about 3000-4000K out of pocket!
So this had me down...appointment went well..ovaries and uterus beautifully healthy and ready...but shit sperm count at 50,000! Not million...thousand...so DH is trying with all his might to do this naturally (I am going along for the ride as a good sport)...just hate to see him crash like I did...had cups up my hoo ha all week long and now that eggy has come and gone I can rest...enough of TTC sex.

 

[cazd]

oh blimey... 50,000 that's truly shit. sorry - when I read that I thought 50 million thinking - that's not great but kind of ok.
hmm - maybe my 6million isn't so pants afterall...

I tried using instead cups but ended up losing more than I kept - now I just sleep on my side all night and it seems to stay in.

Its so crap that you have to save up so much for treatment - and that is such a lot of money. I want a baby more than anything but I don't think we could 'find' that cash.

 

[obe]

The cash side is shit! Its the last thing you need to worry about when your going through all of this. We had to take a loan out. I think we pay at our nurse consultation next month, I know we have to sign all the paper work and I think they book me in for a base line scan. Im so glad we chased them up again or we could of been waiting for ages!
Glad your back Cazd!
Wanabe- how you feeling???
Grneyednurse - In the two week wait, me too! Lets hope we get a nice BFP for xmas! x

 

[wanabe22]

grneyednurse that is truely shit about paying for all that..so unfair hun.

yes im so glad ur back cazd ...we have missed ya x
im ok thanxu...only normal cramping/aches at the mo ..touch wood! had my blood test 2day and should know monday. oh and just to keep me from going out of my mind..i was up at 6am poas...and who said it stops when ya pregnant haha!! the main reason was id ordered another sneakie 2 pack digi tests and im such a perfectionist i want the whole set for me camera!(1-2 weeks,2-3 weeks and 3 plus weeks!) and also just to give me arough thing to see if the hormone level is still ok...and yes so far so good...im 4 and ahalf weeks from last AF and it read 2-3 weeks from conception..which is spot on! now all i need is the 3 plus by say thursday lol !!!i know im mad ah!
im routing for you lot to join me ...xx

 

[obe]

Hi girls, how is everyone?
Wanabe - not long till your scan!!!!! FX all is ok.
Everyone is ready for xmas then???? xx

 

[wanabe22]

where is everyone gone? i guess we all busy with xmas ah. i got my blood test results and levels are doubling fine...thanxgod and have my scan now on 30th! cant wait. xx

 

[grneyednurse]

Did you all know that everyone I have followed (wether through my lurking or activley involved with the member) on BNB since I have joined in September who were waiting for IUI/IVF or battling known infertility, etc are now all knocked up magically without any intervention? It is about 7 people with JASMAK being the last one next to wannabe22! AND it def was against the odds! There are only a few here in this little thread right here that are still waiting and that isn't very many! Isn't that just so freaking miraculous? It is so amazing! Maybe this trend that has followed me around will continue here as well and not stop till we all are thoroughly impregnated! Wouldn't it be nice for the rest of us to follow suit? I am so happy for everyone here on BNB who while waiting for ART, got knocked up naturally! Absolutely joyous!

I will have to seek out all the names and include them here so you all know what I am raving about!

 

[grneyednurse]

cking, JASMAK, crossroads, Kelly9, wannabe22, crypto1976, Rach27....there's more...but gotta find the names!

 

[wanabe22]

oh hun...i so so truely wish that will happen for u all...you have to beleive it and i so fink it will!! i cant wait for you alot to come and join me ..and u will. that brought atear to my eye reading that hun..miracles do realy happen and it did with me. i thought it would never hapen and still cant beleive it actually has and if i can do it...everyone can!! i see ur upcoming appointments are just around the corner..yay so excited for ya hun xx

 

[sparkle83]

I'm still here, and unlikely to be miraculously moving any time soon. Like you grneyednurse, I've been on alot of forums where people I get to be friends with get pg naturally after ltttc. Perhaps we're both good luck charms!

well, we're abandoning this cycle, no sign of O again. now resigned that I'll need the op to stand half a chance. Not doing clomid next cycle.