looking for words of support... and hugs if there is any floating around?

[emalou90]

dont read this if you're going to be upset about how i may be, being depressing, i need to let this out. just a little warning thanks



so yes, im the strong type, take everything in their stride type.
or so i thought
i seriously flipped out at my mum earlier... she was trying to convince me not to talk to FOB for a while, but i wanted to know certain things about our breakup (and me not being one to step around the subject lightly, i'd go straight in and head for the throat)
well deary me i just went mad and got in a stress like a teenager. seriously i love my mum to bits but I FELL TO BITS went upstairs and cried for ages. then mum followed and hugged me loads and said we'd do it together, but in hushed tones as Amelia was sleeping. quite funny trying to cry quietly.

to be honest i think it just hit me.... 3 weeks without my OH..
i miss him terribly.

to make all things worse, he told me he missed me and amelia too...
(theres my bad side thinking; WELL ITS ALL YOUR OWN FAULT IM GONE)

problem is, i think, that i cried for 20 minutes as i left my first bought home away from my family home. that was the hardest thing, i had to leave my cats too. i never really cried properly.. i think i got so involved in trying to find myself and Amelia a new home that it just got shoved to the back of my mind. Until its burst horribly out into some sort of crying rage of a mess.

oh dear.. i seriously need to look after myself a bit more.

 

[nickijsmith]

don't be too hard on yourself, it is hard enough raising a little one let alone going through a break up aswell. Your mum will understand the stress that you are going through. Glad to hear that you are getting support from your mum. It sounds to me as if you are a strong type of person. Sending lots of hugs your way. Hope things get better for you.
xxx

 

[gemabee]

aww hun... u sound like a very strong person... nd an amazin mummy
sometimes a good cry is therapy in itself... releases all the tension... nd because u've put ur lo first since u left ur home u've not dealt with the tension.
take all the support u want... nd cry if u need to as well.
i think u need to treat urself to somethin nice... u deserve it!
xx

 

[Kate&Lucas]

Oh gosh, you deserve hugs!!

Everyone needs a good cry once in a while, even without going through all that sh**. As the others have said you've been so strong. It's time to think about yourself now too!

Hope it gets easier soon

 

[coccyx]

lots of hugs coming your way

 

[bloodbinds]

Floating hug sent your way! It's hard, but it does get easier xxx

 

[teal]

Huge huge hugs

 

[suzanne108]

I'm a bit late but..... xxx

 

[emalou90]

thanks so much girls, i felt so stressed and down.
i promise to look after myself

we have lots to look forward too regarding our new flat



- fob is coming to see amelia tonight so that might be hard.