Losing my mind

[scarolinarn04]

I will do my best to keep this short and sweet. Today should be 6 weeks 5 days. This is my 7th pregnancy with 1 successful; all others were mc before 7 weeks. Of the 5 losses only 2 had embryo develop and those both stopped developing at 6w3d and 6w4d. I guess today is kinda like THE day and I of course feel like my syptoms are subsiding. They are still there, but not as strong. 1st scan isn't until Tuesday and I have pretty much resigned myself that there won't be a heartbeat. I know we aren't supposed to think like this, but after so many times of it happening, how can we not.

 

[Tournesol]

I'm really sorry for all your losses and I hope it will work out for this time.
Nothing I say will make you feel better, but I wish you loads of luck for your scan.

 

[Smiler82]

It's so hard not to think like this when you've had bad experiences in the past. I'm so sorry for all of your losses

I too have started feeling better - my nausea has subsided, I feel a bit 'perkier' than I have done the last few weeks. Which just worried me so much. I thought, that's it, that's another one gone. But we just had a scan and everything is looking great so far. DH confessed afterwards that he was also really worried that my symptoms were improving; he did a good job of hiding his worries bless him.

Tuesday must feel like an awfully long way away for you. I just have everything crossed for you that you get good news xx

 

[scarolinarn04]

Thanks for both of your kinds words. I'm hoping this time is different and yes Tuesday seems like years away. Congrats on your last scan!

 

[lynn1216]

so any good news hun? praying for you

 

[scarolinarn04]

Yeah- I was supposed to be 7 +2 but measured 8 weeks with a strong heart beat. Actually have been feeling pretty crummy the past week. I have another scan next week, but so far so good. The only other time I've made it this far in a pregnancy was with my son who is now 3. Thanks so much for asking. I hope you are doing well!

 

[lynn1216]

yay yay yay!!

 

[Smiler82]

Hurrah! That's great news I'm so pleased for you