Lost my nerve!

[Mya209]

Hello lovely ladies!
I am new but was on the board when I had my daughter about three years ago!
So I'm TTC number 2 and I'm on CD11 of my second cycle of ttc.

Last month I was OBSESSED and awful during the TWW.
This cycle I'm losing my nerve and am even too scared to BD. I just don't want to get pregnant this cycle. I was desperate to be pregnant last cycle.

I'm CD11 so I need to BD pretty much now if I am in for a chance but I don't know if I should or not and I'm scared that I might get pregnant.

Very strange as I dreamt about TTC for months and have been waiting an waiting!

Should I BD? Eek! I don't know what I'm thinking right now!

 

[MrsKChicago]

Did something happen to make you go off TTC? Rough week with your daughter or something? We took last month off from TTC, and I was nervous getting back into it like I was the first month of trying.

I think that unless you think you'll have a hard time conceiving, or you're getting close to menopause and you have to rush, it's not going to hurt you any to just take a month off, if you're feeling nervous about it. Maybe you'll realize you're having actual second thoughts, or more likely, you'll get to the bottom of whatever is making you nervous and you'll feel better about it next month.