sailorsgirl
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I am completely lost.
In August 2015 we suffered what we thought was a second trimester loss. At my 17 week routine appointment my midwife couldn't find my baby's heart beat. We had already had scans at 8 and 12 weeks and everything was perfect. So we were sent to the hospital to check for our baby's heart beat.
When the doctor couldn't find it we were sent for a scan. In the scam we were informed that our baby had died recently. I should have been 17 weeks.
I was given a pill to kill my placenta then I was induced 2 days later. At 4.05pm I delivered my tiny baby. We had an hour together.
Three days ago we attended our baby girls funeral. We had named her Leila and it was a beautiful service coordinated by our hospital. And two days ago we collected her ashes.
Today I received a letter telling me that the diagnosis had been wrong. Leila had in fact died at 12 weeks making it an early miscarriage. As a result there would be no further testing.
This is now our third early miscarraige. All we keep being told is, "this is normal" and "you already have two children so you have no problem" this is hard to stomach.
My husband has told me he won't keep trying, maybe we can try once more in a few years but only if we can get answers first. I understand where he is coming from but I still want my baby. I am not ready to give up on that yet.
Has anyone been through anything similar and gone on to have a healthy pregnancy?
Xx
In August 2015 we suffered what we thought was a second trimester loss. At my 17 week routine appointment my midwife couldn't find my baby's heart beat. We had already had scans at 8 and 12 weeks and everything was perfect. So we were sent to the hospital to check for our baby's heart beat.
When the doctor couldn't find it we were sent for a scan. In the scam we were informed that our baby had died recently. I should have been 17 weeks.
I was given a pill to kill my placenta then I was induced 2 days later. At 4.05pm I delivered my tiny baby. We had an hour together.
Three days ago we attended our baby girls funeral. We had named her Leila and it was a beautiful service coordinated by our hospital. And two days ago we collected her ashes.
Today I received a letter telling me that the diagnosis had been wrong. Leila had in fact died at 12 weeks making it an early miscarriage. As a result there would be no further testing.
This is now our third early miscarraige. All we keep being told is, "this is normal" and "you already have two children so you have no problem" this is hard to stomach.
My husband has told me he won't keep trying, maybe we can try once more in a few years but only if we can get answers first. I understand where he is coming from but I still want my baby. I am not ready to give up on that yet.
Has anyone been through anything similar and gone on to have a healthy pregnancy?
Xx