im so so sad ive lost 2 of my bump buddies this week
I have psorisis on my head terrible because i worry about EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING !!! i dont know what it is but im definitely a big worrier i just cant relax ever since i was little x I know a HB greatly increases chances i think its still 78% or something go on to have normal preggs with a baby with Hb AT 6 weeks then lessens every week i too like VON google wayyy to much lol ...xxx
What will be will be hey im off to bed now
night girls xxx
i guess its all in how you look at things. i know that something was wrong with the babies that i mc. so when it comes down to it im thankful that Gods mercy was greater for them than me. He certainly could have had more mercy for me than them and let them live here with me no matter what struggles they would have endured while alive here.
but i love them so much that i would rather be the one to suffer without them being strong for them and knowing that they are in a place where they were made perfect and will hurt no more, than to make them suffer thru life here and be strong for me.
anyways they are not dead, but alive and really they are waiting on us to get there and be with them forever, me and their dad and their siblings.
im not saying that i wasnt torn up about it but in the same way that i know Jesus wraps His arms around me and comforts me about it and gives me peace from it, i also know that His same arms are holding them til i get there to love them up again. and life only seems long, i know i will be there in no time at all really.
Rottpaw apparently the chance of m/c after seeing the heartbeat (no matter when) drops all the way down to 2% (98% chance of success)
Blessedmomma you have such a good outlook - m/c is so so hard, but I really like how you think.
I want to say that my DH has surpassed all my expectations and I am the luckiest wife in the world. Hypoglycaemia started yesterday (its due around 8-12 weeks in a type 1 diabetic pregnancy) and it is awful - it makes me unable to function properly and I fight with DH when he tries to help me without even realising I am doing so. Despite him having my stomach bug he managed to see to DD who had got out of bed and was not asleep, get me juice which I think I tipped everywhere and messed in my hair and the bedding, give me a bath, change my clothes, change the bedding and get me back to bed with higher sugar levels all while I resisted and moaned and while he must have been feeling thoroughly awful and then he got DD to bed and has been looking after her ever since (I think he's asleep in her bed with her now) So he has done what I didn't believe possible and I am feeling terribly loved - love you DH!
On the hypoglycaemic note it is really scaring me now as I went low driving yesterday and that is incredibly dangerous - I couldn't pull off cause it was rush hour traffic (5 lane highway) and I was battling just to stay in the lane I was in let alone judge all the distances to get to the side of the road. I just praise God I didn't have an accident and that was despite taking as many precautions as I could. I was so scared and I am not keen to drive now til first trimester is up, but I will have to.
Morning ladies,
Last night I had a bit of brown spotting - not enough to fill a pad, just a few spots on my undies. Is this normal and should I be worried??