If they sold them in the US, I'd be doing them too! I agree, we all need to do what we need to do to relax a little. Boothh, I don't know why your mother would say what she said given she experienced a loss too. The only thing I can think is that she is so scared for you that she doesn't want to get too excited yet. I've been experiencing that with people recently and I don't find it particularly helpful. That's why we have each other to talk about it with!