hi girls
Catherine thanks for updating, i wasnt gonna come on today but ive calmed down a wee bit now, its been a absolute nightmare of a day and neglect again as i was told to come in there was a bed and i was priority but this morning they decided i wasnt and sent 2 other woman down even though i was there first! they left me in a room for 2 hours didnt even take my notes or come see me, anyway my husband (who had to go back to work cuse we have no lost 3 days pay) rang the ward like he was gonna and see how i was getting on and obviously when i was in active labour he would be there in a shot.... anyway turns out they 'forgot' i was there! i was mortified after everything thats happened, i kicked off girls - bigtime so much so i dont really know how i can go back there i told them i wanted to be transferred to another hospital (sadly the next nearest one is 1 hours drive away) but i didnt care this whole experience espeshly with what happened to us last year too and how badly we were treated then has just been a massive kick in the rear end and i am so so upset over it all, i know my baby is well and i am - well apart from stressed and suffering anxiety attacks this morning but i have had a nightmare with childcare, hubbies work and what not!
I had a call this afternoon from the consultant scencerly appoligising and he really was trying all he could to get me on there today but it just isnt possible now cuse theres not enough staff! i have been told im priority - even though was told that yesterday and just pray that these woman have there babies tonight so i can yet again go in tomorrow, its just been one huge nightmare! im getting lots of contractions have been for days! even shown them on the ctg today just keep praying they progress and can avoid the whole induction process! im sorry girls ive not caught up on things i will do again i just wanted to say thanks and congrats to babies born xx