aww blessed...great to hear from you...glad everything went so well! can't wait to see pics. i bet you are tired--hope you get some rest 
brai, hope you are getting some rest too...
DH and i just had a bit of words--argh. i mean it ended fine but he just gets SOOOO frustrated at me because I get anxious about stuff--things i can't control anyways...but he doesn't understand someone like me who can't just brush it off and take things as they come...i don't need to control everything in life, and i'm not a control freak but i do get anxious and that drives him mad--so i asked one little question about his outlook on job situation (he's currently working part time and working on getting his business back up and running after 3 months away from that...and it worries me that it's taking more time than planned) and it led into much more of a discussion and frustration that i anticipated...doesn't help that my hormones (grumpy and emotional alike) are peaking--not only that but i try to explain to him that there's a lot of "unknown" right now with a baby coming soon...so this job thing on top of it adds more to that, and then you take the fact that i don't sleep at night, leaves me lots of time with things to creep into my head...and not sleeping at night while working full time with all these things on my mind and still trying to contribute around the house etc, some days i just have these break downs...(which is why he says i need to let go of some of the things on my mind that i cannot control because it's only exacerbated by not sleeping and the anxiety of a new baby etc. etc.). he says he understands with the lack of sleep etc...body changing, energy lacking--but i'm not sure he fully understands cuz let's face it--how can they when they aren't living it everyday. not only that but he can sleep til noon if he wants to 5 days a week. i told him i'm getting a bit resentful of that right now--even though i know he's making his contacts, doing his paperwork, checking his options etc...i just feel resentful when i am getting up at 7am to go to work.
it's supposed to snow wed night and thur...i'm really hoping my work will close...but i doubt it--i work at a university and i only live about 3/4 mile from work so i walk each day--universities never close for snow days. and if you can get to work you are expected to--think i could use pregnancy as an excuse NOT to walk to work in the snow?
then id' have a few days off!
sorry for my 2nd rant in one night...one of those days i guess...
brai, hope you are getting some rest too...
DH and i just had a bit of words--argh. i mean it ended fine but he just gets SOOOO frustrated at me because I get anxious about stuff--things i can't control anyways...but he doesn't understand someone like me who can't just brush it off and take things as they come...i don't need to control everything in life, and i'm not a control freak but i do get anxious and that drives him mad--so i asked one little question about his outlook on job situation (he's currently working part time and working on getting his business back up and running after 3 months away from that...and it worries me that it's taking more time than planned) and it led into much more of a discussion and frustration that i anticipated...doesn't help that my hormones (grumpy and emotional alike) are peaking--not only that but i try to explain to him that there's a lot of "unknown" right now with a baby coming soon...so this job thing on top of it adds more to that, and then you take the fact that i don't sleep at night, leaves me lots of time with things to creep into my head...and not sleeping at night while working full time with all these things on my mind and still trying to contribute around the house etc, some days i just have these break downs...(which is why he says i need to let go of some of the things on my mind that i cannot control because it's only exacerbated by not sleeping and the anxiety of a new baby etc. etc.). he says he understands with the lack of sleep etc...body changing, energy lacking--but i'm not sure he fully understands cuz let's face it--how can they when they aren't living it everyday. not only that but he can sleep til noon if he wants to 5 days a week. i told him i'm getting a bit resentful of that right now--even though i know he's making his contacts, doing his paperwork, checking his options etc...i just feel resentful when i am getting up at 7am to go to work.
it's supposed to snow wed night and thur...i'm really hoping my work will close...but i doubt it--i work at a university and i only live about 3/4 mile from work so i walk each day--universities never close for snow days. and if you can get to work you are expected to--think i could use pregnancy as an excuse NOT to walk to work in the snow?
then id' have a few days off!sorry for my 2nd rant in one night...one of those days i guess...
great job ladies!
Men!
