Hi girls, havent been on a for a few days as I have been bleeding. Anyway went to A&E on Wed and he said my cervix was closed and all was ok, took blood. Just got the results and my hcg is only 85 so ive lost the baby but havent miscarried yet. Feel a bit numb at the moment but wish all of you the best in your next 8 months, ill be back soon im sure with another bean, hopefully more sticky this time.
I am trying to accept that if it wasnt meant to be this time then it wasnt meant to be, I will be ok.
Big love xxx