Congrats hun. I hear you on the shock that an emergency c section can bring. I was shaking too. I think its the fact that when you get to 10cm you think thats it, you're going to push and you're prepared for that then all of a sudden you're told you're going to have a section and its so surprising when its out of the blue. Well done though hun, you went through a heck of a lot and you should be so proud of yourself! She is lovely xxx