I feel like I'm going out of my mind. I'm 6 weeks with my much wanted 2. My ds is 4. I had a very traumatic birth with him, delivered at 28 weeks due to HELLP syndrome. He spent 11 weeks in the nicu, had 4 surgeries over 2 years, and was ultra colicky. Fast forward to today, and ds is smart, happy, and oh so loving. We are super close.
Since I've been pregnant I've felt awful and had rapid/sudden but transient depression. I keep contemplating an abortion which to me is so out of character. I've talked to my OB and she said oh, it's too soon for Prozac(which I wasn't seeking at all). I'm so utterly conflicted about what the hell happened. How did I go from wanting a baby, trying for 1 1/2 years to feeling like this is the biggest mistake. Any advice at all is so welcome. I feel so alone.
Since I've been pregnant I've felt awful and had rapid/sudden but transient depression. I keep contemplating an abortion which to me is so out of character. I've talked to my OB and she said oh, it's too soon for Prozac(which I wasn't seeking at all). I'm so utterly conflicted about what the hell happened. How did I go from wanting a baby, trying for 1 1/2 years to feeling like this is the biggest mistake. Any advice at all is so welcome. I feel so alone.