Miscarriage at 6 weeks & wanting to try again..

[kaylamariee]

Hey everyone
I'm Kayla, I'm 20 years old and had a baby girl on June 14th of this year.
She is my world! And about 2 month after I had her I found out I was pregnant again!
Although nervous, I was excited because I always wanted my baby's to be close.
OH & I had just got married and everything seemed perfect with my pregnancy so far..
At 6 weeks I started spotting and as the days went on it got worse, so I went to the hospital and they told me everything was fine after an ultrasound..
That night I went home and ended up miscarrying. It was pretty difficult, but I had to stay strong for my baby girl, Jordyn
Fast forward to now, I am doing pretty good.. just sometimes at night I start thinking about it and what could have been and it makes me sad.
I want to try again, but I know now is not the right time.. because I'm finishing my high school (almost done) and then want to move on to college.
Ugh, I wish we could have a baby right now!! But it's not possible.. Sorry for the rant just needed to get that out!

Thanks ladies.

 

[Yo_Yo]

Aww. So sorry for your loss. Perhaps part of you is wanting to fill that hole (had a loss a few years back and I just wanted to ttc straight away)

Waiting is so hard sometimes, I know that feeling. Im getting impatient too, but like you, now isnt a good time

Your time will come

 

[kaylamariee]

Thank you YoYo!
I know what you mean, I think I want to fill that hole.. it's nice to talk to someone who is in the same boat..
I loved being pregnant, and I love being a mommy!
Soon will be the right time

 

[aidensxmomma]

Im sorry about your loss, hun.

I went through something similar. I lost my little girl in April 2012. A month later I was TTC. I was TTC unitil July and then had to wait. I think I its pretty normal to want to TTC again right away. Waiting sucks but hopefully the time will pass quickly. Youve got a lot to keep you busy.

 

[Hevalouaddict]

I was the same I lost my first set of twins in dec 10 and all I wanted to do was get pregnant as fast as I could, I soon fell pregnant with my dd after 4 months then a few months after having her I still felt like I needed to have another so when she turned 10months we started trying while bfing and 7 months later I found out I was expecting again... The biggest surprise was at 12 weeks finding out its twins again. I think ill be done after these but Ill be leaving it in gods hands x