denial_ghurl
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Hie everyone..
I'm kinda new to this forum so pls bear with me if my entry is kinda long.. I had a miscarriage on the 13th May while I was in school.. I didn't even know I was pregnant as my menses did come on the 22nd April even though it lasted for only 2 days which was kinda a bit abnormal for me.. Prior to that, my proper last menses was on 17th March.. For the whole month of April, my appetite was humongous, I felt like crap and I was very hot-tempered.. As my menses was pretty regular, I did a pregnancy test on 19th April but it was negative..
On 8th May, I had a very bad urine infection so I went to see the doctor and he prescribed for me an antibiotic.. It was a 5 days course.. Everything was pretty normal until that very day,13th May, I realised I was bleeding with gunks of blood clots and it was bright red. Deep down, I knew there was something wrong bcos first of all, I'm not supposed to be menstruating.. So I went down to the clinic and got it checked..
I did a urine test and gave details abt my urine infection as well as the bleeding.. The doctor told me that my urine test was positive but I've lost the baby.. I was shocked bcos I didn't even know I was pregnant.. And I lost my baby just like that.. Through out the doctor trying to find out more history, it's like zombie answering her.. All I know after that, she referred me to hospital to do an ultrasound to see if there's any leftover of the product of conception..
I went thru the procedure all by myself bcos the father of the baby is no longer wif me.. I told him only after the whole procedure.. Bcos now he's happy with someone else.. I'm crying myself to sleep every night.. I didn't have the chance to even take care of my baby.. Every night, I wonder how is my baby doing.. I cant bear to look at babies nowadays.. As I'm typin this entry, I'm holding back my tears from spilling.. Coz it hurts.. It hurts soooooo much..
I'm kinda new to this forum so pls bear with me if my entry is kinda long.. I had a miscarriage on the 13th May while I was in school.. I didn't even know I was pregnant as my menses did come on the 22nd April even though it lasted for only 2 days which was kinda a bit abnormal for me.. Prior to that, my proper last menses was on 17th March.. For the whole month of April, my appetite was humongous, I felt like crap and I was very hot-tempered.. As my menses was pretty regular, I did a pregnancy test on 19th April but it was negative..
On 8th May, I had a very bad urine infection so I went to see the doctor and he prescribed for me an antibiotic.. It was a 5 days course.. Everything was pretty normal until that very day,13th May, I realised I was bleeding with gunks of blood clots and it was bright red. Deep down, I knew there was something wrong bcos first of all, I'm not supposed to be menstruating.. So I went down to the clinic and got it checked..
I did a urine test and gave details abt my urine infection as well as the bleeding.. The doctor told me that my urine test was positive but I've lost the baby.. I was shocked bcos I didn't even know I was pregnant.. And I lost my baby just like that.. Through out the doctor trying to find out more history, it's like zombie answering her.. All I know after that, she referred me to hospital to do an ultrasound to see if there's any leftover of the product of conception..
I went thru the procedure all by myself bcos the father of the baby is no longer wif me.. I told him only after the whole procedure.. Bcos now he's happy with someone else.. I'm crying myself to sleep every night.. I didn't have the chance to even take care of my baby.. Every night, I wonder how is my baby doing.. I cant bear to look at babies nowadays.. As I'm typin this entry, I'm holding back my tears from spilling.. Coz it hurts.. It hurts soooooo much..
