mixed emotions

[amgraf86]

Hey everyone its been awhile since I have been on the boards, my DH and I have been really trying to focus on us so I haven't had much time for the internet.
My birthday was yesterday and my best friend of 15 years gave me the best gift I could ask for, after 5 years of trying she and my cousin are finally having a baby!!! As excited as I am I can't help but feel sad.
My DH an I have been through so much this past year that we both just want to know when will it be our turn to give the exciting news. I can't get in with this new doctor till July and I feel like we have been doing this forever. I have been trying with my husband for over a year but before that I had my first loss at 23 with a serious boyfriend and I was trying then as well,I feel like I just have bad luck. I hate feeling down and this is our Go Week so I have been trying to stay upbeat & positive.
I hope everyone is having a fabulous day and that we all get what we are looking for.