Molar Update

[nutty]

Well as some of you know I had a partial molar pregnancy in December. I had my first doctors appointment on Tuesday. Basically I now have to sit and wait. I'm having blood and urine tests every two weeks and as long as the hormone level drops and remain low I should be able to start trying again at the end of June. And the doc said the chances of having another molar pregnacy will be the same as anyone who hasn't had one so thats good. Unfortuntely though whenever I fall pregnant again when the pregnancy ends I have to be tested again for 6 months, this is fine if I carry full term but if I miscarry I have to wait 6 months before I can try again which is . I've been trying to think positively and have been trying not to think about possible treatment if the level don't drop. But what I am finding really hard is the thought of having another miscarriage and then having to wait again. On the loss side of things I'm having good and bad days the fustration of not being able to try again now is not helping!
Maybe I should write a diary or something to get things out of my system cos I have a feeling I might be bottling things up and they will just explode at some point.
Anywho sorry for going x

 

[jonnanne3]

I am so sorry hear about your loss. I wanted to let you know we are here for you!

 

[nutty]

Had a funny five minutes earlier today, I heard a couple of ladies talking and one of them had a lovely little bump but as soon as I heard her say she's due in June I started crying, I've been fine with seeing babies and pregnant people but because she is due when I should have I just couldn't handle it

 

[Vickie]

So sorry to hear of your loss. Keeping a journal sounds like an excellent idea, will help you to write your feelings down.

 

[chinup]

wow, june is only a couple of months away now!!! sending you loads of luck for next time! i find that i'm seeing bumps or new borns everywhere and its so hard my sisters baby is due 4wks before mine was and i desperatly wanted to be pregnant before she gave birth but because of the molar pregnancy and the awful waiting i know that can't happen and its killing me inside. sorry to go on, its just that i cant tell my family how i feel because i dont want to take anything away from this special time for my sister