Cerdiwen
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Hi my name is Marie and I am 34 and I have been married to my husband, jake for 12 years and together with him for 16 years and we are very happy , and I am a mom of two kids.Meredith is 8 and was my 34 weeker born with a cleft lip & palate, and it took us 5 years to conceive her, and then 3 months afterwards I got pregnant again, but it was a chemical pregnancy, and then 2 months after that I got pregnant with my son, and I had him at 29 weeks.I have another chemical/early miscarriage 3, almost 4 years ago too, so I am kinda scared I won't even get pregnant or that it'll just end in a early miscarriage again..I have an appointment in november to see what is up with all the chemical pregnancies..I also have POTS aka Postural Orthostatic tachycardia syndrome, but it's under control and I feel very mild symptoms after being very sick for 3 years, and I feel like I am ready for number 3..It will be very high risk since I've had preemies, but my doctor believes the reason Nick, my 29 weeker came so early was because I had them so close together and our goal is 36 weeks.My health is a lot better and I walk/run 1 to 2 miles everyday along with eating a lot better.I've lost 20lbs all together now ..I am 4'11 and I started at 184 and I am now 164 ..I would feel ok now at this weight if I got pregnant, but I will continue the healthy eating when my husband and I do conceive..I may sound crazy having my kids so far apart, and especially since it is high risk, but I want this so bad and I will be watched more carefully this time around..