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TashaAndBump
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to nursery!
I miss her already... I had to stop myself crying as I walked away from her! I think I must be hormonal but it feels like there is a part of me and it's not here where it should be?
I know Anna is quite old now (nearly one!) but she still feels like my baby and we have never really been apart before.
When I woke her up this morning it was like she knew I was going to take her to nursery, even though we've never been before. She didn't want to wake up, and tried her hardest to demand I (breast)feed her and kept trying to latch on as I was trying to get her dressed It was clear she did not want to get up, let alone go to nursery.
When we got there, she cried immediately I gave her some milk to try and settle her but she cried as soon as she was done My poor baby... I tried to get her interested in the toys, sang her favorite songs with the nursery 'aunties', showed her the mirrors (she usually loves mirrors) but she was screaming the place down, so in the end, and God knows why, I thought it might be an idea to leave.... I thought if I wasn't around she might not want me so much... so I left.
As I was walking away from her she was crying and I could hear her crying all the way to the car park My poor baby has never been left before, except for an hour a week for my driving lesson but that is always with her Dad and my mum... I feel guilty for throwing her in at the deep end!
I seriously feel sick I hope my baby is okay. I am going to phone the nursery at 10am to check she is okay and if not I will be picking her up. I can't leave my baby crying with people she doesn't know!
Urgghh.. I feel awful
I miss her already... I had to stop myself crying as I walked away from her! I think I must be hormonal but it feels like there is a part of me and it's not here where it should be?
I know Anna is quite old now (nearly one!) but she still feels like my baby and we have never really been apart before.
When I woke her up this morning it was like she knew I was going to take her to nursery, even though we've never been before. She didn't want to wake up, and tried her hardest to demand I (breast)feed her and kept trying to latch on as I was trying to get her dressed It was clear she did not want to get up, let alone go to nursery.
When we got there, she cried immediately I gave her some milk to try and settle her but she cried as soon as she was done My poor baby... I tried to get her interested in the toys, sang her favorite songs with the nursery 'aunties', showed her the mirrors (she usually loves mirrors) but she was screaming the place down, so in the end, and God knows why, I thought it might be an idea to leave.... I thought if I wasn't around she might not want me so much... so I left.
As I was walking away from her she was crying and I could hear her crying all the way to the car park My poor baby has never been left before, except for an hour a week for my driving lesson but that is always with her Dad and my mum... I feel guilty for throwing her in at the deep end!
I seriously feel sick I hope my baby is okay. I am going to phone the nursery at 10am to check she is okay and if not I will be picking her up. I can't leave my baby crying with people she doesn't know!
Urgghh.. I feel awful