My PMA has disappeared:(

[madam]

I had so much of it but for some reason today i am feeling so sad and upset

Don't see much of hubby as he works during the day and i work evenings he is constantly asking me how i am feeling and today i couldn't stop crying, i don't like telling him as our FS told us that he has really, really low sperm count i feel that now i told him he will blame himself, i really don't want him to feel like that coz i am NOT blaming him for this at all, i try my best to support him, i love him so much.

I am allowed to feel like this right?

Sorry, but, I just need to talk to someone who will understand...

xx

 

[Starbright]

Massive (((hugs))) to you. I'm so sorry you're feeling so low. I think we all have days like this, and of course you're allowed to feel this way. I hope you feel a bit more positive about things soon
xxxxxx

 

[Springflower]

Owww I do know what you mean. It's rubbish because you just have to pick yourself up and carry on, crappy though it is. As Starbright says everyone has up and down days. Remember you aren't alone. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.

 

[Aphrodite]

We've been the same hun. Some days u feel like it will never get better, other times you are more positive. Hang in there chick we know what ur going through, my DH has a low sperm count too. Try and spend some quality time with each other to reconnect, DH and I have found that really important the last few months.

 

[Faithpatience]

Madam, theres nothing wrong is what u r doing or goin thro'..its perfectly understandable..after all we are all emotional fools all I can say is I do understand the bad days coz I too have some bad days and all I do is only "CRY" but after all that I again reassure myself that we r gonna try till we suceed...so dont u worry dear and cheers and good luck to u..just remember u r not alone..there r so many of us here goin thro similar situations...so have faith and stay positive

 

[madam]

Aww thanks guys those words are so sweet, and i do appreciate the fact that not only I go through this....

Think yesterday was just one of them days where i gave up, like you guys have said...

But on a more positive note, i feel so much better now

My PMA is BACK

Lots of goodluck and babydust to all.

xx