Chel
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... OKay.... Last night I gave Jasper formula last night for the first time, to see how he'd go, so I know that I can use formula with him sometime in the future - as in, if I've had a few drinks or if I want to leave him with OH for a few hours (previously I was expressing milk for these occasions, but I'm so exhausted I dont have the energy to express atm)
So, this is totally weird, yes, I panicked after I gave him too much and he was throwing up, but part of my anxiety was because it smelled different to my breast milk so it smelt wrong.
I'm a weird person with smells, I have really strong smell memory, like I'll see a friend and I'll know immediately if they've changed their brand of perfume/deoderant, or I'll smell something and it'll immediately trigger a vivid memory of the last/first time I smelt that...
... anyhoo, I'm really weird about how Jasper smells sometimes. Like if he'd been babysat, or someone else has cuddled him for a while, he starts to smell different, so as soon as I get him back (or they leave) I have to bath him, otherwise I'm on edge, like he's not right until he smells 'normal'.
I think I'm like a bird - you know how you shouldn't touch a baby bird, because if the baby smells different the mother will reject it.
ANYWAY... because formula smelt so different to me, I have a strong emotion about not wanting to use it... I will if I have to... but... I think I'd be tempted to bath him afterwards!!!!


So, this is totally weird, yes, I panicked after I gave him too much and he was throwing up, but part of my anxiety was because it smelled different to my breast milk so it smelt wrong.
I'm a weird person with smells, I have really strong smell memory, like I'll see a friend and I'll know immediately if they've changed their brand of perfume/deoderant, or I'll smell something and it'll immediately trigger a vivid memory of the last/first time I smelt that...
... anyhoo, I'm really weird about how Jasper smells sometimes. Like if he'd been babysat, or someone else has cuddled him for a while, he starts to smell different, so as soon as I get him back (or they leave) I have to bath him, otherwise I'm on edge, like he's not right until he smells 'normal'.
I think I'm like a bird - you know how you shouldn't touch a baby bird, because if the baby smells different the mother will reject it.
ANYWAY... because formula smelt so different to me, I have a strong emotion about not wanting to use it... I will if I have to... but... I think I'd be tempted to bath him afterwards!!!!

