need a ttc buddy any one fill alone

[kelly brown]

hi there ladies be on here about 3 years and me and hubby have had to misscarries we had a year break from ttc to let us get over our losses and let my body heal from the pain and truma i have had test done and been checked (scan)and everything seems to be ok now they have just sent hubby for scan as his had cysts on his testicles and been there for a while they wont remove them as they could be harmless and will only move once his had his sperm count checked as doctor says why go through all that pain if they are harmless and your sperm is ok so went to hospital today hubby has done the deed lol and got to wait 3-5 days for results and go back the 12the april for another sperm test if it comes back his ok then they will concertate on me so any way i am looking for a real real ttc friend who can be my ttc buddy/buddies and we can all help and support each other people have said we are ttc buddies and never follow my journal or keep in touch so any one who is going through this hell like me wanna share and chat to me and hopefully we will all get our bfp for 2010
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[Shey]

I will be buddies with ya

 

[kelly brown]

cool how long you been ttc x

 

[Shey]

oh haven't been yet but will be in next week cause next week i'll be on spring break(april 5th-9th) my DF(dear fiance) will be down here the whole week so we will be ttc on the 5th as i will be o

 

[reedsgirl1138]

Hey there sorry you have had a rough time. I would love to chat with you. I have been ttc for a year now after a tubal reversal. I have had 2 chemical pregnancies and I have a appt with a FS in April but so hope I can get a BFP without him! LOL.

 

[kelly brown]

shey good luck for the break away this week is my overlation date so fingers cross for both of us reedsgirl i hope you get ya bfp fills like being pregnant is another world to me we been trying for 3years x

 

[reedsgirl1138]

Kelly have you been to a FS? Sorry it has been so rough for you. I will add you to my prayers. I like to think God gets chuckle out of me when I pray for my bnb girls and say their names...I think he will be blessing us all in 2010.

 

[kelly brown]

what fs lol sorry some short talk i still getting used to lol thanks for praying for me my dad died november got killed in car crash i keep hoping he will have a word with god for us all x

 

[reedsgirl1138]

So sorry about your dad sweetie.

FS is a fertility specialist. How is your cycle going this month? Are you taking anything? Been on clomid?

 

[kelly brown]

no not got to that stage yet basicly i fell pregnant feb 2008 went for scan at 11 weeks as had some brown spotting baby was measuring 6 weeks went back week later still the same size no growth so they said i had a missed miscarriage i decided to let nature take its cause as didn't want a d & c cos of infection etc. we had been trying for appox 6-9 months and fell fairly quick any way after this miscarriage i decided to give my body and break as that's what they advise me to do and i didn't want to go through all that pain again so i let my body recover well that's what i thought then in sept i finished my period on the Friday did the deed Friday and Sunday and by Tuesday i was spotting again i went doctors and she said it was implantation bleeding she done a test and i was pregnant i knew i was not pregnant before my period as i had done a test and got a BFN any way she said i am like 1weeks pregnant which means i will become pregnant or not depending if the egg reaches my womb with out dying if it dies ill come on if not ill have a missed period well to the day i was due on the witch come i would of never known if had not gone to the doctors but part of me thinks i am glad i did as this means i had 2 and they might do test to find out why so i was not going to have to go through it the 3rd time any way in 2009 i never fell at all not been of the pill for years never used anything with hubby and i went to the nurse and just broke down people around me were having babies and some still smoking drinking etc and i don't do any of those i was like it so so unfair she said cos its been a year since my miscarriages i can have some test done so i went and had a scan done doctors did a internal first he looked at my cervix and popped hid fingers up there (tmi) sorry and said every thing look fine ill send you for a scan well went for scan got told i have ovulated that month as i was due on the next day and my egg was in there waiting to dissolve he said my womb was fine my ovaries are fine and all my tubes are fine to try again and if have not fallen by June 10 to go back to him which looks like i will be after all this i went back to the doctors and she said ill send you for a blood test to see if you are producing the right hormones etc they all come back ok she asked me to by the ovulation test to see if i am ovulating which i am so then she said well get hubby checked out cos once we can rule him out we can concentrate on you so after we got married in 2008 hubby had lump on his testicle he was worrying so i told him to get it checked out we went to doctors then for a scan he got told it was a vacosile which is basilcly a vagus vein and that if we was trying for a baby that would be the first cause of concern but our knew doctor rekcons it wouldnt but i have had 2 miscarriages and his ex had 1 he then got referred to hospital and he had another scan and he has cysts and doctor said they are harmless but if they are making his sperm low then they well remove them but if every thing is working normal down there why disturb it and go through all the pain etc when ya sperm is fine so he been sent for sperm test which we should get results nest Friday he has to do 2 over a 2 week period next one 12th april and if its low then they should remove them cysts if all ok then ill have further test it just takes so long and every day goes past its like i am wasting time i am 26 so still young and hubby 24 but its so annoying waiting i am so stress with it all and the doctor is like the more you thing about it it wont happen i was like how can you say that when you want something so so bad and you think about it every minute of every day and all your friends having babies it gets you down my sister in law is pregnant 18weeks she still smokes and i think its so unfair i don't smoke drink do drugs i eat healthy exercise cos i got 2 dogs and it gets you down i no i should not compare my life to other peoples its just hard then i lost my dad in a car crash and now he will never see his grand child and it upsets me so much if my first pregnancy would of stuck he would of meet him/her life sucks at time but its my hubby and family that are keeping me going sorry to go on lol just wanted to explain exactly what we have been through and i has made us stronger well on a positive note this week is my fertile days so i have done the deed lots well has much as we could just hope i get my BFP but bet that witch come so what's been happing with you girls would love to here ya stories xxxxxxxx bring on the PMA AND BFP FOR ALL OF US XXXXXXXXXX

 

[reedsgirl1138]

Wow girl you have been through alot. I really hope this time you get your BFP all goes well. Do you have a journal I can stalk?? LOL I see we are really close in cycles. I am on cd 6 with 6 days til I shoudl O and I am using the smep and taking several different kinds of pills that are also suppose to help with fertility.

 

[kelly brown]

yeah i have a journal but dont have a link to it lol its in there some where i am on folic acid and hubby on zinc x

 

[reedsgirl1138]

Hey girl I will find your journal and stalk it and we can chat it up on there!!

 

[kelly brown]

ok babe let me no if you have one x