brittany12
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so I know being 9 months pregnant you have aches, pains and pressure, but I honestly do not feel like my pains are normal. my pelvic pain is not just painful, but excruciating! If I cough, roll over, sit up, spread my legs, close my legs, put underware on, stand up, walk I mean anything other than laying in one spot without moving at all is the only time its not that bad. On top of that I have that PUPPP rash that first time pregnant women can get and its horrible. Its like poison ivy all over my body and nothing helps relieve it. It doesn't go away until after the delivery so its here to stay. I literally have broken down at least 3 times in 24 hours because I hurt so bad and am so miserable. And I'm not a crier.
My doctor will induce me at 39 weeks if I want to and every second that I have to deal with this pain and itching discomfort i want to so badly. I am already starting to dilate and my body is getting ready for labor on its own and at my ultrasound last week she was perfect and already practicing breathing on her own which she has been doing for awhile now (you can actually see it from my belly). But then i think about it for a second and i feel so weak and like a horrible person for wanting to take the "easy" way out. I feel like a complainer and failure when all i did for 3 years is beg and plead for God to just let me get pregnant and have a baby and that i would go through anything to have a baby and here i am not even able to deal with the pain at the end. I also feel like its not fair to her. I mean i know women have to be induced all the time and there is a great chance i would have to be induced anyway, but i just feel like she should get to chose her birthday. I just don't know how to come up with a happy medium with all of this.
My doctor will induce me at 39 weeks if I want to and every second that I have to deal with this pain and itching discomfort i want to so badly. I am already starting to dilate and my body is getting ready for labor on its own and at my ultrasound last week she was perfect and already practicing breathing on her own which she has been doing for awhile now (you can actually see it from my belly). But then i think about it for a second and i feel so weak and like a horrible person for wanting to take the "easy" way out. I feel like a complainer and failure when all i did for 3 years is beg and plead for God to just let me get pregnant and have a baby and that i would go through anything to have a baby and here i am not even able to deal with the pain at the end. I also feel like its not fair to her. I mean i know women have to be induced all the time and there is a great chance i would have to be induced anyway, but i just feel like she should get to chose her birthday. I just don't know how to come up with a happy medium with all of this.