ok, ladies, time for an update from all y'all. here is mine.
cd50 something.... this week i had accupuncture (tuesday) and an ob/gyn visit (thursday). accup was interesting; she was very optimistic about my regular, albeit long, cycles and positive signs of ovulation. she thinks the flu in the beginning of my last cycle sent my chi out of whack. she would like to do 2 cycles with me before going with western medicine. my ob was great also (mostly becuase i am crazy informed about my cycle and my body); she agreed to wait two cycles for accup before Rx for clomid (although i am impatient.... but i am trying to BE patient). she wrote a Rx for a SA for OH - that will prob be done ~ second week in march. she wants me to start provera to start my next cycle, but i'm going to do one more accup treatment before provera (next appt monday). she thinks i have PCOS (elevated Testosterone combined with high Lh:FSH ratio) and i have an u/s for next week to look at my ovaries - which, based on 2008 u/s, are large (yea, be jealous of my large ovaries!) i am trying to be/stay optimistic; i have a diagnosis, i have a plan, i have providers who agree with me and want me to get pregnant also! she did say i could lose a few pounds - not sure how 'casue i've been the same weigth for >10 years, i exercise, i eat well. i'm gonna have to track my calories, i suppose. otherwise, 2013 is my BFP year! it IS!
so, waiting to hear from each/all of you. lots of love and hugs. ~M~
Got to bd lastnight, will again for the next 3 nights! So, bases will becovered...come on spermies find the egg!
Which makes me okay with whatever happens. So apparently, the trick to not being devastated by AF, is to plan a week long vacation to somewhere fun a few days after AF shows up. Also, it kind of hit me today that if I am not pregnant, I only have 2 more shots at this. One more IUI and then IVF w/ICIS...which will actually cost us closer to $10,000.00. So, even if both of those don't work, we can't even do adoption b/c that would ALSO cost us close to $10,000.00 and there is no way we can afford all of that. As weird as it sounds, it's almost calming seeing the end of this road. I mean, it definetly makes me want to cry, but...I don't know. 
Just glad to be almost done.
It was a BFN. I, like so many other TTCers, pulled the test out of the trash hours after I took it & there was a definite line. It was a blue dye test though, so I know it was just an evap. 
This morning when I woke up, I peed and wiped and there was the slightest bit of pink. My rational self is screaming AF!!! but my hopeful self is thinking IB? Just want Thursday to get here so I know for sure.
