Need some buddies 1dpo, its a waiting game!

[tlk71411]

afm, well still waiting to have my first af, its been 4 weeks and 4 days just want the bloody thing to hurry up tested as well and clear bfn as well as temps are low so hopefully it will be here within the next few days fx

Are you waiting for your firt AF to TTC??

It's been 2 weeks since my MC and I still got a faint bfp I hate seeing that thing knowing it's not a "real" bfp

My hubby is gone now to VA so I wont be able to TTC until August!! AGH! Hopefully we caught this cycle and I get a nice dark BFP at the end of the month
to everyone!!

 

[HWPG]

oh tlk, that must be so hard. hugs.

 

[Snizuitz]

Welcome and best of luck, TLK! This thread seems lucky to newcomers, so you've got that going for you! Sorry for your loss, though. We'll just keep sending babydust your way!

Laura-- I'm so sorry about your dad and about your Easter. That royally stinks. Is he doing better?

Mirolee-- How are you doing, girl? Things looking any brighter?

AFM-- I wound up in the Urgent Care last night. I'd had what the doctor called a panic attach the day before and it totally freaked me out. I'm not prone to physical symptoms of stress (other than heartburn! Lol) so I didn't know how to handle it. Now I'm waiting to see if RE thinks that anxiety meds are OK for me right now.

I really would like a few days off. Off from work. Off from my problems. Off from TTC. Everything.

 

[HWPG]

hey all,
yes, feeling much better! sun is shining, fun things planned for the next few days, and overall just better. i needed a day to kind of wallow, complain (see journal for full complaining details), but now, yes better thanks!
sorry you had a panic attack, blech. i've had a few, not severe, and they didnt last long (either in duration or time), but i certainly understand. hope you feel better!

 

[tlk71411]

Thank you I appreciate it ! I dont know what I'd do without this site.

Snizuitz so sorry about your panic attack. It's very scary, I had one while driving once!! I hope your able to find something that helps. I know what you mean about taking a break. Sometimes I just wish everything would go away just for a day and I could just not think about anything!!

Maybe we will all get a bright shiny this month!!! I'm praying for us all!

 

[Snizuitz]

Thanks, ladies!! At least it's Friday! Hallelujah!

I hope you all have a bright, happy weekend!

 

[tlk71411]

Trying so hard not to SS but my HPT was FINALLY negative last night =)

 

[laustiredttc]

Hey girls how is everyone?

Barb, bless ya, its a scary experience and im glad you went to the care centre. Are they going to change your meds?

TLK, i was waiting for af to come after my mc which was in March and i just got it this morning, thank the lord i hope you catch the eggy before your oh leaves, like barb said this site seems lucky for everyone else but a few so fx you get your bfp

Glad your feeling better mirolee

heather, rach how are things?

afm, well like i said got af this morning so going to be going hammer and tongs at bd this month, bring it on!!!!!!!!!!!!

Also we went to look at a house we wanted to buy yesterday and the offer got accepted so off to bank today to start the process of getting a mortgage. Wish me luck ladies, hope this all goes through with no problems fx

 

[HWPG]

Laus, what great news (house, but af also if you want ). GL at bank! Also, I love the phrase 'hammers and tongs' - would the equivalent be something like 'going all out' or ' putting the pedal to the medal'? I'd like to try to use it, although I'm sure my friends will think I've lost it

 

[tlk71411]

I'm glad AF finally came so you can TTC!
AFM.... trying so hard not to symptom spot.....

 

[laustiredttc]

he he yep yep they work too or if you like going for gold ha ha.

Well went to bank on sat and guess what? The stupid, idiotic, thick woman gave us the wrong time by mistake as when we got there it was closed, WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND to make matters worse they cant fit us in for TWO WEEKS so now dh has to call up tomorrow and speak to manager. Sometimes i just feel like nothing ever just works for me and dh. But i have to look at it on pos side, at least the offer was accepted.

Anyway, cd2 and twiddling my thumbs. Just want get going now

How are things ladies?

 

[HWPG]

Hullo!
Things are ok here, I think I just ovulated. Means that clomid is like 2-3 weeks away, yay! I haaaaate waiting to ovulate as I'm I limbo for so long, so it's nice to have a timeline now. Work wanted to send me to Texas and I had to tell my boss that "I have an endocrin disorder that requires medication, but my dr wants to monitor me when I start it, so I can't travel'. Mostly true. So maybe hsg and clomid in the near future! Woot woot!
Sorry about the house thing: what an idiot lady! I hope your OH does a good job of complaining, that is so frustrating and inconvenient for you!

 

[Snizuitz]

Hi ladies!

Well, it's been the weirdest weekend! Friday the Urgent Care called me saying I had to go to the hospital immediately because I might have a blood clot according to my bloodwork. That totally freaked me out, especially since I was 10DPO, so there was a possibility I was pregnant. I went and spent almost all day there.

Turns out my hCG was 23, meaning technically preggers! But it could possibly have been that high because of the trigger shot. So, they debated about doing a CT scan in me to find any clots and I called my RE. They ultimately decided the scan would probably be ok. The RE said the only way to know if I'm actually preggers is to come in for a follow up test. I was scheduled for Tuesday anyway, but they'd bed it up to Monday for me.

Long story longer, no blood clot. Turns out this test the Urgent Care did is always positive for pregnant women. What a waste if time! Except now I'll know if the beta at RE's tomorrow is above 23, we actually did it!

I guess we'll see tomorrow. Ugh! The waiting!!!!!

 

[HWPG]

Barb, going to urgent care sucks, but exciting to have a follow up hcg test tomorrow!

 

[tlk71411]

Snizuits omg I hope you get good news tomorrow!!

 

[Snizuitz]

Totally freaking out right now! I leave in about a half hour for my blood test. I won't find out until late afternoon, but still, I'm anxious now.

I've been peeing on a stick like a fiend and the line hasn't changed-- not lighter, not darker. So, no hints from HPT where this is headed.

EEK! I'm going to be on pins and needles all day. This is almost exactly like when I was waiting to find out if I passed the Bar Exam!

 

[HWPG]

def keep us posted!

 

[tlk71411]

EEK! I'm going to be on pins and needles all day. This is almost exactly like when I was waiting to find out if I passed the Bar Exam!

too funny. Praying for you to get good results dearie!

AFM...I'm thinking I will give in and test on Saturday =) lol

 

[laustiredttc]

Hey ladies, mirolee great news on the O, I guess there is only a wee bit of waiting now

tlk, i say do what feels right hun and if testing is it go for it!

Barb, eeeek exciting times, i cant wait to hear what they say. i hope its good news fx x x

no news here cd4 and fricken boring as hell

 

[Snizuitz]

I can't believe I'm finally writing this-- I got my :BFP:!

The doctor's office didn't call until 6:30 last night, but they finally did and told me that my hCG went from 23 (when I was in the hospital on Friday) to 80!!!

Now, we're just hoping it sticks. I'm at risk for an ectopic because of my tube problems, so there will be lots of blood tests and ultrasounds until they verify that it implanted where it should be.

I'll tell you, though, after a full two years now of trying, I'm just so happy to have gotten this far!