Need some buddies 1dpo, its a waiting game!

[MamaTo2Girls]

came this am...knew she was comingfrom very light pink spotting sat night and yesterday. CYCLE DAY 1 and not sure if going to try again or not. I might try one more time only because this was the last month (October) I had a period before I got preggo last year. So, I will keep updated. Thanks girls. Lots of

 

[HWPG]

so sorry heather.... hugs!

 

[HWPG]

my body is messing with me, how fun!
temp is lower, but hasnt crashed, and i have not started my period yet, even though i had spotting on friday and sunday. i have had nothing today. so any time now, AF, you can get here, so we can get this next cycle started, bi-otch!

 

[MamaTo2Girls]

thanks mirolee...hope if witch is coming she comes today so you can move on.

 

[Brayr08]

HW-I've been having a really hard time this month too. Usually, I'm pretty upbeat until AF shows, but I've been thinking the same, what if I NEVER get pregnant??? Am I going to turn into that old lady that everyone feels sorry for b/c she has no children? Am I going to forever have to deal with the hurt I feel when ppl ask if I have any children? What about when they start asking me about my GRANDchildren? I would be SUCH a good mom and DH such a good dad...it's just not fair...Everytime I hear about some dickhole that's abused/killed their children, I think to myself, how is it, that they can pop out kids without trying, but I potentially, may never have them? I know there is a reason for everything, I just wish I knew what it was...it'd make this so much easier.

Heather-We will support you whatever you decide. I hope your mood starts to lift as you get back into the swing of TTC.

 

[HWPG]

Hi again! I'm feeling impatient today. I am not sad anymore (today, ha wait til tomorrow!) I just want to know what the heck is going on! Hoping I get my period tomorrow so we can get busy getting busy again! But if not, where's my period? C'mon, I can't plan my every move for the next cycle! Geesh.
Bray, hugs and hugs. I totally understand. I have a sorta step sister ish who had one child taken by child services - and then had a second child. Both children were 'offered' to me by her mom - before they were born (my dads gf - so we're not really related). Awesome. So generous. But no thank you..... Oh hon, it will happen! I don't know about the being pregnant thing but being a mom can!

 

[MamaTo2Girls]

ok so weird....all i did was spot yesterday, and lastnight it seemed to be wearing off and wasn't even anthing really there when i wiped....and this morning, nothing. I used my finger to check and late lastnight and this am all i found was a tiny tiny tiny bit of old blood. If it doesn't come again at all today or in the morning, i guess i should test again. I don't even feel like af is here with the cramps and bitchiness, etc. This cycle is weird.... Holding on hope for you mirolee. FX.

 

[HWPG]

hi!
today i am excited! my temp crashed (96.8 this morning). DTD last night, hoping to shake something loose in there - really just want to get trying for October! i have not had much blood - similar to you Heather - just a couple spots and mostly old. but whatever - not sure why i'm so giddy but i'm going to hold on to this positive good feeling! i cant wait to get SMEPing and EWCM!
i'm hoping YOU hold out Heather! i would be so happy for you if it was this month, or ANY month!
on a side note - has anyone heard from asibling or the other new peeps? ONE or ALL of them should have got a positive, by our track record, haha!

 

[HWPG]

ps. if i get my period today, it will make my LP 14 days! which is really exciting since it was 11 for quite a few cycles. so a silver lining! (there's always a silver lining..... no?.... ok, not all the time. sometimes there is just wine and chocolate and a chick flick)

 

[HWPG]

ok, i'm apologizing in advance for the chattiness and tmi today.... it's now 10am here. as stated, we DTD last night. there was a bit of bright blood this morning (tiny bit). i put a tampon in and just checked - nothing. zip. Heather, i think your hormones are messing with my period over the internet! hope you still have nothing happening on your end also!

 

[MamaTo2Girls]

lol!!! it's weird we both had spotting and nothing. I mean I put a pad in yesterday morning after I went to the potty cuz when I wiped there was some red, so I figured it was the start of it. I had a little bit in my pad but like i said it wore off lastnight and it's like going away. I last went potty and had some brown a few hours ago...still feel no cramps or anything. I'll keep udating....I hope I don't end up getting anything and i do get a positive. I hope for you too. I haven't temped since sat morn after it went down... i'm done temping, but maybe i should check it tomorrow morning. Maybe I won't. Ugh, stupid body....either come heavy or stay away. Why the tease?

 

[HWPG]

yes, WHY THE TEASE!?! ps. i have also had no cramps or other symptoms..... wtf.

 

[MamaTo2Girls]

I don't know...i just had to go pee again and it was pink brown. I also had an expied (Aug 2012) cb digital hpt and had an urge to take it....it said "not pregnant" BUT it's a) expired....and b)it wasn't fmu but held for 3 hours. and c) maybe not even hcg or diluted from my cup of juice. I don't know....we'll see what the rest of the day brings. I only have 1 more test and it's an internet cheapie. I like my first response tests, but i am out. Maybe I will have to run out tonight and get some if still not really anything.

 

[HWPG]

hm. keep us posted.....

 

[MamaTo2Girls]

you too!

 

[MamaTo2Girls]

gosh my boobsare hurting today....just went to the bathroom again and just a TINY glob of brown mucus. Sorry, tmi.... i don't know what's going on. Brown means old blood....i don't know why i am not seeing red. AHHHHHHHHHHH!!! It's driving me crazy.

 

[Brayr08]

I'll respond more later, but I just wanted to let you ladies know that I'm so hopeful/excited for you!!! FX for 2 big 'ol fat positives!!!!

 

[Sammie818]

Hey ladies I am 3 dpo and can't wait to test! Haha I feel a little crampy and kindof emotional. Trying not to get my hopes up! I hope all you ladies the best

 

[MamaTo2Girls]

Sammie, good luck to you! FX! and it's ok and NORMAL to get your hopes up...we all do! lol and THANKS!

 

[HWPG]

ok, i have checked every 2 hours. (advance warning: gross details about to be given) - there was some blood on the very end of tampon, red. a little bit like this morning when i pulled the SoftCup out (which did give me a little hurt). just now (2p) - tiniest speck of blood. tiny. so my body options are a) Vit B complex really DOES work and has not only extended my LP but also nixed spotting, meaning full flow will come tomorrow. b) let's not say it out loud. i have to go to the store tonight to get dinner and i think i'm buying something else also..... i HATE ambiguity! agh! i am still going to think that i am getting my period tomorrow because of such a low temperature this morning.